A Charlatan's Creed

Of Holidays and Anniversaries

2007-12-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!!

Although:

I have had better Christmases;
This December would be unforgettable.

And!!

Happy 4th Birthday Shinkis!!
Many more years to come!!!

ReadandLeavemeahelloafteryouredone!

2007-12-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

The time reads exactly 12:31 am. It took a while for this page to load since I'm officially a dial-upper again which means that my DSL connection has been temporarily cut-off. Temporarily because we are subscribing to the cheaper version, don't ask me what I have no idea. Actually, I should be reviewing for an oral defense tomorrow, but I grew tired of it. But since I couldn't sleep thanks to the overwhelming effect coffee has on me (read: mild seizures), I told myself it was time to get my fingers working again on a writing job. I initially wanted to write an update on the fanfic I have neglected for two months now but I felt that I wouldn't do my readers justice at the state I'm in so I decided to just tinker with an entry first. Yes. I have readers and the official count is ten. Bwahahaha!

So now what? There were two episodes of my life that I have not chronicled in this humble journal of mine. One was my 19-teenth birthday and the other one was the life-changing retreat.

1. My last teenage birthday was fine. I got eleven roses because the Ate in Dangwa swindled Rhea. Haha! It was supposed to be a dozen, but it was the first time I got more than three roses and I was very happy thank you very much.:) I think I never did look forward to being nineteen just yet. It was an age I dreaded partly because of what lay beyond it: graduation, future, uncertainty, a freaking job, board exam etc. Those are heavy words, words of which I know nothing about. It might be terribly melodramatic to put it this way but I am terrified, way beyond terrified. I have got less than three months in college and I still don't know Commerce boy's name. Nah. Just kidding. It's the responsibility that frightens me and I'll leave it at that.

2. The Caleruega trip was fantastic. Firstly, it changed my agnostic views. I am now trying to put my faith back in place. Before I just had this superior being, now I have God. NAKERS. haha! Next, I had a taste of the responsibility I was mentioning up there and it got me howling like mad. I was crying for those who didn't get the insinuation (read: Here I am assuming that someone reads my crapload.) My youngest brother, not knowing I was in Batangas, accidentally informed me of this problem we were having at home which comprised of swear word-shouting between my family members. That was the exact moment in time when I realized how I am in love with my family. I actually thought I was a love-less person because I practically existed without having boy-love for the past nineteen years and then just that simple statement from my brother got my forehead scrunching up like hell and the tears flowing from my eyes and sobs coming from some deep reservoir in my soul that I didn't know existed! I felt helpless that day. I was far from home when I was needed. It hurt like hell. Really. Not being able to help. Gahd. That hurt. I don't ever want that happening again. Things are okay now it seems, and I hope it stays that way. What else about the retreat? Aha! I got some closure with some issues, yes it definitely is closure not some new beginning-shit. Haha! Then I had terrible sinned by having this mad infatuation with a priest. Haha. Just kidding.:) But I guess Father Cortel definitely was an instrument to how I think I've changed since the retreat. I'm nicer now.

Okay, that's enough of my inner-fears-unconditional-love-closed-issue thingy. What I want you to focus on right now, (read: Again, I am assuming that someone reads my crapload), is the date in this entry's header. DECEMBER 5, 2007. Yep. It's a very meaningful date for me. It's my second-year anniversary with Dongbangshinki. Hahaha! It might sound pathetic but ya, that's just me, the passionate-boyband-loving idiot,no offense to the millions out there like me.:) Another thing important about this day is, passport day. Yes! Rhea and I would finally claim our passports because, (read: this thing was what I wanted to blog about in the first place, got sidetracked.), next week...

WE WOULD BE GOING TO BANGKOK TO WATCH DONGBANGSHINKI IN CONCERT. FINALLY. FINALLY. BWAHAHAHA! WE WILL BE MISSING OUR EXAMS ON THE 17TH BUT WHO *SWEARWORD* CARES IF I AM GOING TO FINALLY GET MY TWO YEAR OLD DREAM!!WOOT. I AM ANTICIPATING THE CRYING AND THE SWEATING AND THE SHOUTING AND ALL IN ALL JUST TO EXPERIENCE DONGBANGSHINKI.

Enough of the capslock moment. We'd be staying there, we meaning myself, Rhea, my aunt, my mother, my mother's friend and her two daughters, for just three days since it was really hard to get bookings at this time of year. There are seven of us but I assure you that only Rhea and I would be watching the concert. :)

It's 1:17 am and I just finished rereading the whole entry. I am terrible at closing my paragraphs.:) Spent more time on this than I intially allowed myself to. Still not sleepy so I'm just gonna memorize some more cholera-stuff for the revalida tomorrow.

This is the first and last time I'm gonna request this, if you actually read this post, please do leave a hi okay? That seems like a weird request but I want to know how many people visit or not visit this.:) Thank you!:) Probably just this early-early morning bug got to me.:)

95th Post

2007-11-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

What miracle happened that I decided to post an entry after 2 long months of silence? Nothing special really. I'm currently waiting for this movie to buffer and its taking an awful long time so I'm going to try and summarize the past two months.

If I had made up entries, it would have been about:

1. Our thesis being a success after months of research, a few days of work, inhaling deadly fumes, occassional bickering, sleepless nights, weight loss and 50, 000 pesos.

2. Alcohol intoxication with friends after the much-dreaded defense day.

3. Coffee prince + Grey's Anatomy's eye-blinding marathon.

4. Random 02 Jam sessions with my brother.

5. Late night chismisan with my sister.

6. Catfights at the crack of dawn.

7. 100 000 pesos = don't ask

8. Enrolling myself in what would be the last semester of a person's basic education.

Err. That's all. Maybe because I can't think of anything else except for Bangkok and trying to find a site where I can download the movie Koizora. Gah! I've been waiting for that since October.

What else? Oh! I've been wanting to express my views about a particular topic for too long a time already but I really can't construct something coherent right now. Something about friendship and the future and other emotionally draining stuff. Haha! One of these days. Maybe on my birthday. :)

Must go back to the movie now.:)

Cheers and Perils

2007-09-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

Cheers

The UAAP Cheerdance 2007 is quite literally a feast for the senses. The dome was a gigantic color wheel (Thanks! Ma'am Chil..). Ear-piercing shrieks plus the loud bang of the drums were curiously fascinating, with Rhea again being the queen of the tonsil-destructing sport. There were balloons and hankies and tigers and tamaraws and eagles and it was all very entertaining. The competition was quite tough but we ended up second. UP won but that was probably compensation for their no win situation in the basketball competitions.HAHA.

GAH! That was a horrible paragraph. I am getting rusty.

Perils

I am terribly worried about our thesis. Only a week left until the deadline and we haven't started yet. BUT! We are really lucky that the people to whom we've asked help from are really,really nice. I actually haven't got any time for anything other than school and thesis and thinking about graduation. God help.

I hope nobody reads this entry. ITS HORRIBLE.

Psychological Warfare

2007-09-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

This week started out really freaky. My mind and soul, perhaps was and is still filled with fuzzy, turbid thoughts that even I cannot comprehend. I frequently find myself feeling euphoric for no reason at all that it's actually scaring me. As I have proclaimed yesterday, I think I might have the beginnings of a bipolar disease. That's the only thing I can conclude from my..err..symptoms. Or maybe just because Miura Haruma is so heartbreakingly and boyishly cute? Hehe. Or maybe because my brother and I watched "The Omen" and almost shit our pants from fright? Yes. The cowardice runs in the family.

Another thing was that, yesterday, I felt like I was going to die already. Again because I was feeling so happy for no reason. I thought yesterday was my last here on earth. It's just that sometimes I really do feel like I have this recessive clairvoyance in my system. Really. And I'm quite sure I'm still sane.

Diagnose me. Anyone?

14 Sai No Haha

2007-09-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

Oh my GOD!!

HE LOVES HER TOO.

This post will be up for edit.

But I just got to the good part, that's why I can't help myself.

Currently watching: 14 Sai No Haha

Episode: 3

Although I'd probably finish this series in two days.

It's about Miki and Kiri. Err. Miki's 14 and Kiri' 15 and he got her pregnant.

GRABE!!ANG GWAPO!NAKAKAPANGLAWAY!

*OMAGAD!!I LOVE THIS SERIES!

*KIRI-CHAN!!I LOVE YOU!!!wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll resume watching now.

Hehe!

Edit:

D ko napigilan..

Pinikchuran ko na xa gamit ung camera d2.

HAHA!

D ko pa alam pangalan eh.

Bukas na..

e2 xa.:)

DOLOR

2007-08-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

Warning: There shall be cussing, cursing and inappropriate wording in this post.

As I type this blog entry, I’m trying to forget the fucking fun fact that I now have buchi balls for cheeks. Wisdom tooth extraction must be considered a rite of passage in every freaking book in the world. It must be written in line with baptism, confirmation, communion, bar mitzvah or whatever. I am currently ice-packing my buchi ball-cheeks and biting on some gauze while typing. I have puffy Angelina Jolie-like lips which fail me whenever I try to rinse my blood-supersaturated mouth.

My mouth has been devirginized brutally, forgive the insinuation. In the four fucking hours, I have had my mouth open and I am not exaggerating that fun fact, four hands have intruded its corners, all at the same time. Steel instruments have come and gone, which in my opinion should never be used in a body orifice. One tooth had been cut in half because of its size. I initially had eight stitches but there was bleeding and so I now have nine stitches. There isn’t any pain yet because of the I-don’t-know-how-many-milliliters of anesthesia that has been injected into my poor, poor gums, but the pain would soon come and I hope my uncle gets back before that time.

Before the “surgery” started, my heart was pumping like mad. I could really feel it shaking my whole body. My lips were trembling and the two doctors were asking me if I was afraid. I honestly wasn’t. The trembling was because of the anticipation. The fear came when the two decided to talk about surgeries gone bad, about some patients fainting while the procedure was ongoing, and patients bleeding like crazy. WOW GUYS, thank you so much. Haha. How insensitive. The psychological conditioning I had for the past two weeks crumbled down in a snap.
I’m starting to feel a little pain right now, so I’m gonna go rinse my mouth with cold water. Hehe..

P.S.
Did I mention that I'm on the second day of my monthly period?:)

Miracles

2007-08-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

Sleep deficiency keeps me high.:)

But that's hardly the point of this post.

Two days it has been, since I had eight hours of sleep. The first time was because I had to accomplish a term paper for marriage, uh..it's a 3-unit subject, stupid right? And the next was simply because I could not sleep.

I was hoping I could sleep in late today but then I remembered that I have an appointment with my dentist for my upcoming "surgery", this coming Friday. Darn wisdom teeth. I had a panoramic x-ray and it showed that the root of my tooth touches a nerve which would cause more pain and discomfort for me. So Doc Connie told me that they--pertaining to herself and the surgeon, would have to use a higher dose of anesthesia. Yikes.

So after that I went to SM to have my pimples remedied. Facials are painful procedures one has to endure all for the sake of graduation pictures. I also bought my sister a late gift, a tumbler.

And so we come to the interesting part. When I got home from SM, Rhea texted me. I told her I wanted to buy something new to wear. We were debating on whether we should go to UK, but then, Joplanne couldn't go so UK was out of the question. Her presence is necessary. Haha! And then, Rhea asked me if I wanted to go watch UAAP in Araneta. La Salle versus UST. Pretty interesting. We asked a bunch of other people if they wanted to come with us, but in the end only the two of us were able to go. We texted Andrew and they were already in Araneta so we asked them to buy tickets for us, Lower Box worth 250. Hehe.

When we arrived at Araneta, we got the tickets from Andrew and Ray only to find out that the tickets were at the La Salle side of the coliseum. That was bad, bad, bad news since we wanted to shout our lungs off and that would probably be quite an impossible feat with Green Archers around. Bottom line was--We cheer, we die. But luck was with us, since the ticket exchanging booth found two people who were Archers and were on the UST side. After two minutes, we were home, although the part we were sitting in were still dotted with a few archers.

Err..before we entered the Coliseum, we saw Joseph Yeo. And guess who was two seats behind us. Darn right. Joseph Yeo. Haha! The details of the first three quarters are quite gruesome for Thomasians. We were behind La Salle all the way. BUT! When all hope was gone, and everyone was already psyching themselves for a loss, wah!! UST made 11 points I think in less than two minutes! The game was tied at 69 when the buzzer sounded. We were jumping so hard, Rhea accidentally, or maybe intentionally tugged my blouse of and I was shoulder+bra strap naked for a while.haha!

UST won at overtime by I-can't-remember-how-many-points but I wasn't thinking about the numbers. What I was thinking about is that anything is possible if you really put your heart to it. As corny as it may sound, I think I learned a lesson. Haha! WOOT! As Coach Pido would say. Never say die!:)

Oh. And I can clearly remember telling Rhea the moment we sat down, "Sana may overtime."

I have an angel's tongue. (Dilang Anghel)...hehe..

Plus! JM was fantastic! Ang galing nia..:)

Jaw Dropping

2007-08-05T13:42:00.000+08:00

I am not fucking worthy to see this..
Gawd!
Panoorin nio!
Potangina!
Ang galing!
Sorry..:)
Napamura n tlga ko..

Hyo Yeon and Jae Won

POTANGINGA!
HAHA!

Hands down.

I'm trembling right now.

No joke.

Infiltration

2007-08-05T12:39:00.000+08:00

Sa dinami-daming bagay na maaari kong ishare..
Eto na lng..
Salamat Joplanne.
Now. I am aware.:)

Amerie ft. Se7en-Take Control

How?

2007-07-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

Almost a month back since I last updated/blogged. I can almost see the cobwebs on the corners of the screen. Nah! Just kidding. I'd be downright scared if I see cobwebs in here. It would be a sign of some serious opthalmic disease I'd probably not want in this lifetime. Anyway, a lot has happened! A LOT. And I cannot remember everything. What I can remember clearly though, is every single conversation I had regarding, guess what?
THE FUTURE!

Mine.I mean.Or ours.Could be.

In just a few months, I would be marching and graduating and putting RPh at the end of my name! (RPh: Registered Pharmacist)..At nineteeen! Provided, of course that I pass the board examination. I'm eighteen years old right now. Good Lord! I'm basically a kid! Really I consider 18/19 as that! I'm not even legal yet! I am frightened by the responsibilities awaiting me. Especially now that both my parents are retired already and as I am the eldest, I am obliged to provide for US. For my family. The biggest responsibility in the world. So how am I going to do that at 19?

I am making a big deal of the age. I know. But I do have to chase after my dreams too, right? How paradoxical that I think I'm too young to work, but too old to do the things I really want. I am confused.

And.

Confusion is a bitch. The first-class kind.
(I was trying to be poetic. But I think I'll stick to less emotional variations of creative writing.)

This is a nice picture right?
Sorry.I just had to have one thing in here I am sure about.
GO FIGYUR.

Err..Scratch that last part. The picture won't cooperate.Comes out all blurry.

Oh Jae!

2007-06-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

YOU! You have to read this!

Jae Joong says:
There is a LOVE TECHNIQUE... for example, if you find the car of the girl you like, you throw your cellphone in there.

Amazing. The way he thinks. Gah! Haha!

*sings*That's why I love you!:)

That statement---> CUTE!CUTE!CUTE!
Ok. Kill me now. Haha!

The Beginning

2007-06-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

Highlights of the First Day of School:

1. OMFG!GLobal Warming is shitty. I stayed at school from about 7 am to 6 pm. I arrived at my house at about 7 pm only to be questioned by my mother, "Bket para kang nasunburn?" And when I looked at the darned mirror. I saw myself, almost comparable to a baked KAMOTE. I wasn't aware of the redness of my face. ANG INIT LORD!

2. Watching the first years queuing up while holding their registration forms is amusing.

3. People-watching as Judy would call it is bad for my soul but extremely good for temporary happiness.

4. I have fully developed an attraction, a fetish actually, over cute boys with shoulder bags. Let me make myself clear, those boys who actually look manly while carrying the bags. The bags actually compliment their masculinity, not the other way around. GAH! I wanna bite them. Haha!

5. My pharmacology professor have opened my eyes to the truth that we would be butchering frogs, rats, mice, turtles, pigeons and other unfortunate species of lesser importance this semester. It would also include incineration, cervical dislocation, asphyxiation by hyperbaric carbon dioxide and overdosage of anesthesia. RAWR!

6. I am calling the attention of anyone who knows a male commerce student, about 5 feet 10 inches tall, with pale skin, amazingly almond shaped eyes and perfect bone structure. Please tell him I am available. HAHAHAHA! Ang gwapong bata tlga nun! He caught my eye!:)

By the end of the day, we already have scheduled quizzes, experiments and preparations. If you think first days are purely fun, think again.:)

Fanfiction

2007-06-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

I'm reading, OMG, what an ugly font, wait, let me change it.There. Trebuchet is the best font ever. Haha! Anyway as I was saying. I'm reading AND writing fics again. Since I was in high school, I've loved reading fan fiction. It's just so amazing how a lot of people are such GOOD writers.I just love it!It's just so nice reading.

So the point is, I stayed up until about one yesterday night with me reading a fic and my sister watching television. We went up, unwillingly because my mother suddenly decided to wake up in the middle of the night just to question us, sarcastically at that if we wanted to go blind. Hehe. So we decided to go up. I found my brother sleeping in my bed so I went to lie down in his bed which happened to be beside Jermaine's bed. I'm gonna give you a minute to digest that. OK? DOne? So instead of sleeping, what we did was talk about things. I asked her about what the latest gossip was around our subdivision. BECAUSe! If you needed to know anything, and I MEAN ANYTHING about ANYONE on our subdivision, it's my sister you should ask. Not that she's actually the biggest gossip around. She just knows things.Clairvoyant maybe. OR maybe not.

Haha! So, unintentionally, we talked about couples. About who's with who, who broke up with who, and stuff like that. What pissed me off, is that from her stories, every freakin' 14 year old in here has got a freakin' boyfriend. Not that I am bitter. Really. NO. It's just that my no-boyfriend-since-birth self truly wonder. WONDER. AS IN WONDER. About what, I'm not sure. Maybe about the fact that at 18. I haven't done anything. NOt just the boyfriend thing. I haven't done anything!I feel like I'm wasting my young years behind. If I was a fly, I'd be in the molting stage you know? The stage where I won't grow anymore and forever live your life flying over trash cans or if you're really unlucky, be killed by some plastic swatter over a glass table.

What could I possibly do that would make me feel like I've achieved something? I TRULY WONDER.

We probably slept at around 2: 30 am, around time when my sister said my breath stinks already. Haha! I also had a weird dream last night. I dreamt that Syler, the psychotic character in HEROES was our neighbor and he was dead-set on killing us all. Talk about "magulo ang isip". Hehe. I definitely have a lot of things, bad things in my mind.

On the bright side, I have started a fic. I am writing again. Hehe. Just a few chapters pa lang, but still, the plot has been brewing in my mind for the longest time. I started just this afternoon. I finally decided to start this one even though I still have two fics hanging. O d b? Haha! I'm wishing myself good luck for this one. I really want to finish this. I must not have writer's block.

Hay. Just a few more days. Back to school. I hope something changes. Something, that word again.

I hate it.

Batch 2008

2007-06-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

Last May 30, our 20-day hospital internship ended with a BANG. Hehe. Cliche. I know. But I couldn't find any other term that could be related to a hospital and still promote the same meaning. Get what I mean? Anyway, that means I would be having my long-awaited and fully deserved vacation.

May 31, however, wasn't considered to be vacation YET since it was enrollment and I had to go to school and officially become a senior. The day did not start well. The enrollment was supposed to be at 11 and unluckily I got hold of the check that would pay for my education at about 11:30 or so. I didn't know where my ID was so I was itching to just get past the guards and into the gymnasium, but MAN! The guard there was tough. Turns out we needed to get something to sign before we can go inside. I breathed since he wasn't looking for the ID. But then! After I signed the damn document, I was again in a hurry to get inside but apparently the god of luck turned its back on me and one of the guards decided to go almighty, "Miss yung id mo?". I answered back in an exasperated tone that it was with the hospital since they needed it for my certificate when I really had no idea of its whereabouts. He decided to go witty this time asking me that they, the hospital, had to have some kind of substitute for my id PLUS mocking me with his, "Di ba hindi ineentertain sa loob yung walang id?". FUCK OFF would you? I have been enrolling in here for years already and you say that to my face right now?! Haha! I got past the bastard anyway with myself shouting at him. The first time I have ever shouted at a guard. I was feeling guilty the whole day. HEHE.

SO. ONto the official start of my vacation. June 1. 12 more days to go before school starts. Depression and frustration started creeping in. YES. That early. I was getting nuts trying to figure out ways to amuse myself other than sleeping and watching Gray's Anatomy. I was getting nuts listening to my mother's continuous bickering. My father's and sister's constant fight over the freaking charger almost put me over my limit until my uncle sent me a wonderful text message: "Tin gusto mo ng digital copy ng Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows?" HELL YES!! And so right this moment, I have already read half of the anticipated book. Haha! I know it probably was a stolen copy but I don't care! I need to amuse myself!! HAHA! Unfortuantely, the other half is yet to be downloaded. And with that, amusement is over.

I called Rhea yesterday to whine about how I see the days melting past with myself just sitting and putting things in my mouth. I want to go somewhere, ANYWHERE! Hay, I just probably would get myself enrolled in a dance class. Hehe. Yep, I originally planned for voice lessons but I want to get muscles and I wouldn't get that with singing right? Actually, I was to go look for classes here in the net but then I just found myself typing this ridiculously long entry oozing with negativity so I'd just end it here. I'll see you when I see you!:)

ON a slightly positive note: Happy Birthday Park Yoochun.:)

Square One

2007-05-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

The number of my toes and fingers combined isn't enough to count the number of days since I have last updated in here. My last post was about something that I would remember forever but the physical souvenirs from that trip has already faded. Non-theatrically put, wala na kong sunburn. I was really busy this past month and I sometimes wish for that darker skin tone once again to convince myself that I have actually enjoyed the summer sun, sand and sea before I have confined myself into air-conditioned rooms wearing a laboratory gown.

If I closed my eyes a month ago, I would probably hear the waves crashing against the rocks and the shores. Right now, I close my eyes and hear an endless printing sound, the slight hum of a conveyor belt and let's not forget the not-so-distant&soft bang of a box against a stainless steel table. (This whole paragraph is actually a product of emotional instability right now, drama mode in other words..) But you get the point don't you? This is the most unsummer-summer of my entire life. If that made sense.

For those among you who actually reads this stuff and probably find it nonsensical, let me lay it down for you one by one.This is among those rare times where I get to go home an hour early. MAKATI is far away from home. BUt why don't we start from GENDRUGCHEM&CO.

I wanted to make a separate entry for my manufacturing internship. I actually had a title ready for it. Chronicles of a Twenty Day Internship. Obviously..I didn't manage to find the time to do it. Well, it didn't matter much since the manufacturing process itself wasn't at all interesting. We only experienced the latter part of that process. PACKAGING Behybi!YEah! Say that with me..BEYBI! Anyway, a lot of tiny tablets, capsules had to be counted and bottled, and then these bottles had to be labeled and these labeled bottles have to be boxed and these boxed labeled bottles had to be placed in even bigger boxes and then finally shipped into stores after undergoing several tests. Believe me, the work force behind every single Biogesic you take in is unbelievably huge. And take note that you buy that for a marked retail price of about three pesos. Not to mention the station preferences of the Kuya's and Ate's there. "Kausapin mo ang ingrown mo.." I almost believed an ingrown was capable of opinions or witty conversations. Yeng Constantino was also forever bawling in the background with her I-have-to-admit powerful voice. It's just that her songs started sounding the same to me. There was also the quest to find who JR Siaboc really was. The Love Radio jingle that was unwelcome in my head but nevertheless stayed there for quite a while and was coming out of my mouth at random times without my knowing. Some memorable people, gossip, the celebrities in there, feeding time every two hours and of course my friends made it a little more bearable. Ayshet ang haba na..:)

Now training at Makati Medical Center immediately a day after GenDrug was more culture shock than total burnout. In there, there were no Kuya's or Ate's only Maa'm's and Sir's. The three meals a day we were used to having at GENDRUG decreased to one. From having zero expense a day, it shot up to 200 pesos a day. From squished butts to squished heels. The difference is overwhelming. The only thing probably exciting in going there everyday is the prospect of riding the elevator with Issey. Take note that it is because of Rhea's shriek of envy: Ang swerte mo NEng! and Judy's shriek of utter disbelief: Baket di ko nakita?. Post Script: Issey is oppa material.

My last concern is something that cannot be reiterated or elaborated enough. I would probably not stop blabbing if I start with this one but I have to just let this out. I MISS DONG BANG SHIN KI WITH ALL MY HEART, MIND AND SOUL. I SHALL MAKE A STATEMENT FULL OF BIAS. JAEJOONGAH! FIGHTING!

dammit.cheesiest blog entry ever.probably the longest one too.

On the brighter side..13 more days to go sa Makati Med! Plus Mother's Day was nicely spent.:)

I wonder how many characters this blog entry has...hmm..?

Photocopy

2007-04-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

This was taken last March 29 at La Luz..

And this..I saw at soompi just a few minutes ago..

YEAHBOI!Kill me now..HAHA!I just had to point out the "similarity"..
Super babaw n ng kaligayahan ko.haha!

ETo PA..

HAHA!

TUWANG TUWA C GAGA..haha!

..SOrry for the Semi-exploitation of my friend's and myself's flesh..

HAHAHA!

Insights from Jae Joong

2007-04-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

How does his mind work?

Question: Define Cassiopoeia( TVXQ's official fan club)?
Jae Joong: They're like eyelashes.
Q: Why?
Jae Joong: I pull out 4 eyelashes a day but they never thin out! They grow rapidly.

OMG! YOu never fail to amaze me..GAH!
Sorry, tuwang tuwa ako eh.HAHA!

Soompi for the picture.:)

Overdue

2007-03-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

Haha!
Naalala ko na-tag pala ko ni ate edcel..:)
Medyo mala friendster to!:)

10 things about me...

RULES:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I know how to play the piano/organ and guitar. Take note..marunong lng ako..hindi ako magaling. HAHA!

2. Sinisipa at sinusuntok ko ung gumigising sken ng maaga kapag d nmn kailangan.

3. Pag wala akong magawa, inoorasan ko kung gano ko katagal mahold ung breath ko

4. Una kong nakikita sa tao ang kamay at ang bibig

5. Nung magsabog ang Diyos ng talent sa drawing. Nasa banyo ako..naliligo.haha!

6. I get scared pag magsasara n ung mall

7. Masarap matulog pag bumabagyo

8. Nahihirapan ako mag-aral kapag sikat pa ung araw

9. Super lakas ko mag-imagine kaya pag gabe nahihirapan ako matulog dhel sa multo at madali ako umiyak sa mga libro with matching paninikip ng dibdib.haha!

10. Wala akong kaibigang lalake maliban lng sa mga kaklase ko at sa isa kong kababata.:)

Tag: Anyone bored at walang magawa sa buhay!

S-E-N-I-O-R

2007-03-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

After the hellest semester in my entire life..(obvious ba almost one month walang entry?)

I still refuse to believe that I shall be providing for my family come next year.

I can finally say good bye to Pharmacology, Quality Control, Manufacturing and OH YES! Pharmacognosy po!

On the down side..

Hello to the THESIS semester, Toxicology, Quality Control: The Next Level..(haha!), Dispensing (read: Trilogy cla ng Pharmaceutical Dosage Forms at Manufacturing) and some other minor subjects.

I was planning to burn all those handouts, photocopies, powepoint print-outs but that would be dangerous and would add to the pollution so I'm probably just gonna stack them up and sell them to some junk shop.

I'd take a picture before I throw them out of my life.

BWAHAHA!

I'm so happy this semester's over!

There's always a but to a happy story right?
I can't see myself working yet..GAH!

But I have to you see?
No choice eh..

Kunde mangangayayat mga dambuhala kong kapatid.

Probably I'd work for a few years as a flight stewardess..(LABO!Pharmacy ako d ba?)..since it pays well and I have no other use for my height aside from being summoned to get things in high places..HAHA!

I really want to study a cultural course in another country..(san kya un?)

Then I'd find a job or maybe put up a business with friends..(ui..remember CHRISPEERIBS?)

STOP!
I don't want to think about the future.HAHA!

We just have to let it happen.

I must concentrate first on passing college and THEN!

I must decide what I really want to do.:)

Goodbye Laptop

2007-02-27T17:24:00.000+08:00

Jae!Who gave you the right to perform in a pajama top?

Wah!
I am not going to let this year pass without seeing Dong Bang Shin Ki.
I already said no to a laptop (which would have been of use next schoolyear for thesis) for a Hong Kong trip. DBSK concert! I shall come to you!
I SHALL SEE YOU BOYS SOON.I SWEAR!
Your Korea concert may be over.
But there's always...

GAh!I missed posting about DBSG.:)

Korean Village

2007-02-24T18:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday RHEA!!

Thank you for making our dream come true.Haha!
That is eating on a table with a "hot plate" in the middle.BWahaha.

SHABU SHABU Anyone?!

Rhea, Zhar, Judy, Andrew and I got home at about 2:00 earlier this morning.

We celebrated Rhea's birthday and we got to eat a LOT.

I really don't know how to narrate our adventures so I'm just going to enumerate it.

1. EATING bulgogi, bibimbap, and you-know-that-meat-wrapped-in-cabbage-delicacy-that-you-get-to-stuck-in-your-mouth-whole?WAH!Get me back there this minute!

2. Timed stoplights are love since you get to take pictures in the middle of a pedestrian lane.

3. Junior-Senior Promenade Post-Party in Baywalk? High-schoolers just keep on getting weird-er and jologs-er by the minute.

4. The moon was spectacular!

5. That ecstatic male-female performer in Music 21...(read: I think he was on ecstasy)

6. The human-lottery machine has risen from the shadows. Rhea-sshi! You shall kill yourself with your bawling one of these days. Your vocal cords would just spontaneously give up on you.

7. KTV is one entertaining hobby. The order of perfomance: Judy, Zhar, Myself, Rhea, Andrew.

8. That cute baby outside of our booth. I hope he grows up to have healthy eardrums after that.

9. "Hindi gumagana ung isang mike dito.."-Rhea. I love you girl!HAHA!(GIRL?--KADIRI)

BONUS: We slept at Zhar's place. We were already sleeping for quite a while when I felt something heavy on my chest. I looked down and saw Zhar holding on to one boob of mine. Bwahahahaha!! She was really cupping it. I would have laughed out loud if I wasn't dead to the world. I just removed her hand and felt my chest become lighter. BWAHAHAHA! Zhar! Sumosobra ka na ah!:)

JUDY, ZHAR, ANDREW AND RHEA!!!- I wouldn't exchange the friendship we have for anything in this world. YES, even Jae Joong.BWAHAHA!

사 랑 해 요!!

Get Together

2007-02-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

WOOT>edit ko bukas.
gusto ko lng umabot sa birthday ng Changmin bebe!
haha!
ampanget nito ah

Dugong Pinoy

2007-02-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

"Taste good?"
"Not too bitter?"
--The Lola behind me.:)

LET ME ELABORATE.

I had a funny experience just a few minutes ago.
While I was doing some..uh..last minute shopping.
I was wearing a blue jacket over a salmon-colored tank top.
I was wearing green pambahay shorts since whyever would you need to dress up for SM SAN LAZARO? Besides, I really just had to buy this something..

Anyway,when it was already my turn to pay and the cashier was already punching my items, (I bought eight Japanese-branded something-s..), this Lola behind me took one and asked me, "Taste good?", I was stunned because she was talking to me in English. I wondered maybe she did speak like that. But a second thought came to my mind. Maybe she thought I was Japanese?! And then she said, "Not too bitter?". I was just either shaking or nodding my head. Gusto ko sana sbhn, "Nagtatagalog po ako." But I thought it was her choice if she wanted to talk to strange people in English. Then she said, "Japanese?" I don't know if she was asking if I was Japanese, or if the merchandise was Japanese. I just nodded my head and then left with my plastic bag.HAHA!

This was the first time I was mistaken for a Japanese.HAHA!If my assumptions are correct.:)

Sbe ng tito ko..Bka kc sa dmet ko daw.

JUSKO NAKAPAMBAHAY NGA AKO EH.HAHA!

There was this time nman na Korean dw.
But most of the time, Chinese dw b ko?

I'm not.
Although I wish I could have had a little more of it than the mere 6.25% that runs through my veins. Hahaha! Or maybe just being fluent with the language would suffice.
There were actually two people who tried speaking to me in Chinese.
One was the bank manager of Banco de Oro - JAS Branch.
Another one, Dr. Ong, our dentist.HAHAHA!

Anyway. Just had to type that up because it really made me laugh.
ANd oh!

(Sets bitterness aside and wholeheartedly greets everyone a....)
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :)

(Goes to her room and locks herself up with pictures of JaeJoong)

HAHAHAHA!

KIdding!

TRULY!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Estrella

2007-02-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

Catch a Shooting Star and put it in your pocket.

Never let it fade away.

I want a Shooting Star and my wish would go like this.

Dearest Star,

I need to go to Korea.

Jae Joong is currently being seduced by some mediocre female he met at a concert.

I think I'm far more attractive than her.

Less hairy too.

And maybe I'm a bit more kissable than her.

She would probably eat Jae Joong alive and I must protect him!

So pretty please?

Love,

Christine

P.S.

Would you get him away from DAISY DUCK!!

Mere deposition of this guy in my doorstep would be very welcome too. I'll do the rest.:)

Hehe..:)

Deydiabu

2007-02-11T19:26:00.000+08:00

WOah!!
I was just reading my blog in multiply when I stumbled upon this entry I made more than a year ago.

Naulit Muli!!

WEIRD!
Apparently I didn't learn my lesson that day.

GAH!

That guy was so worth the embarassment.

Simple Life

2007-02-11T17:57:00.000+08:00

WALA AKONG MAGAWA!
KASI NAMAN!
DAPAT NAG-168 n lng tyo ulit!

Kaya nagblog n lng ang bata.

Bili nio ko nito.

If I only had the guts!

RAWR!

Sang ko naman gagamitin eh noh?HAHA!!

I MISS DONGBANGSHINKI!

These pictures make me smile.

Yoochun, JaeJoong

Yikoi.Ang gwapo ni Yunho.LEader-sshi!

BUT THIS PICTURE MAKES ME LAUGH!
HAHA!

ChangMin: Junsu hyung! Am I doing this right?
JunSU: Changmin-ah! Bend a little more! Like this!! Gah! And you call yourself my brother?!

BWAHAHAHA!!I just had to put those captions.:)

BUT STILL!

5 = <3

Soompi for the pictures.:)

Hong Chao Shi

2007-02-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

There are simply no words to describe our adventure knina.
JUDY.RHEA.
Monumental ung knina.
Salamat sa inyo.AYLABYU from the bottom of my broken heart.HAHA!
Zhar.
You should have been there.
RAWR!
My picture na my video pa!
MY CELLPHONE NUMBER PA!
AT EMPERNES.natuwa xa.
RAWR!

Pasilio 1-C.

Unforgettable.

Tipong when I had my first visit from the red fairy.

NYAY!

HAHA!

"Hendi Kilala"

WTF?

Ok n dn.:)

Tagalized

2007-02-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

Ang Sakit Ng Ulo Ko. Inaantok n ko pero gusto ko pa rin magblog.
Ang weird pala pag Tagalog.
Napagod ako sa exam namin knina.
Pero masaya kasi kumain kame ky Mister Kabab n nakakabaho ng hininga.
Dinayo pa namin un sa Quezon Avenue.Sulit naman. Masarap ang pagkain.
Sumakay kme ng bus at nahilo ako.
Tumambay kame sa my UST knina.
My isa kong gwapong nkita.

Tapos na ang prelim week.
Ililista ko ang mga test na ibinagsak ko.
1. Pharmacognosy!!!!
2. Pharmacology!!!!
3. Manufacturing Lec!!!
4. Quality Control Lec at Lab!!!

Sa madaling salita.
English at Spanish lng cguro naipasa ko.

Gaano kya katagal kumuha ng transcript of records?

Aabot kya ako sa thursday?

Nga pala.

HELP ME MAKE A RESUME!!!

[OFF TOPIC]

Natutuwa ako sa medyas ko.

Hanggang ngaun d ko pa dn xa hinuhubad.

Ang sarap sa mata ng kulay.

Pumipikit n mata ko.

Maka toothbrush at hilamos p kya ako.

Ay!Kaylangan ko magtoothbrush.

Kundi mamatay ung makakausap ko bukas.

MUST REMOVE THE TASTE OF SHAWARMA!

W-H-Y?

2007-02-07T14:59:00.000+08:00

*SIGH*
I have a lot of things to blog about.
Gah!A lot of people I "technically" know are dying.
One committed suicide.
One got into an accident.
And the other one committed suicide again.
Does the 2:1 ratio imply that more and more people want to just die and leave the miserable world behind?the desperation?

I heard the news that she died today.
She drank some sort of silver cleaner.
Who?A classmate from way, way back. A neighbor.
Someone who is almost in our doorstep every single day saying, "Kuya, Paload."
We weren't close, but I think I remember a time when we played together under a pile of newspapers we made out to be our "Bahay-bahayan".

The place I grew up in is harsh.BATANG TONDO AKO.
It may look ordinary one morning, but the next morning, my uncles would just receive horrible news that someone got stabbed, someone got held up or someone got arrested due to some other hideous crime.
I can count the number of young girls here who aren't mothers yet.
Like all the others, she got pregnant early. Outside the bounds of marriage.
And why she killed herself?
She found out her "husband" was cheating.

She may have looked at that bottle and thought one drink would end it all.
I pity her.
I pity the child she left behind more.

And here I am worrying over the fact that I failed my Pharmacognosy Exam.
Here I am worrying over the fact that I'd be out of school, working and supporting my family by next year.
When others don't even have the chance to see tomorrow anymore.

One thing I do pray is that wherever she may be, I hope she found more in life than pain and loneliness.

Gawd.I'm getting tired of typing this.
Once was more than enough, but I do hope she rests in peace.

Binibirocha

2007-02-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

Pharmacognosy Major Exam + Singing Obsessive Neighbor = Major Disaster

Oh.God.

I hope she stops before eight.

I really need..I mean NEEEEEEED a high grade on this one.

It's mandatory that I get at least 75%.

RAWR.

And that's just for a shining, shimmering 3.

Damn.

Must the 2-year-old boy sing Boom Tarat Tarat too?!On the freakin' mike?

P.S.

An advance Happy Birthday to Li-duh Yunho.:)

Christine at Pasilio (1-C)

2007-02-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

Ow-Em-Gee!!

I just came from 168 Mall..

Hay..

I saw him again.

That Chinese guy Rhea and I saw last month.

He was wearing pink the last time we saw him.

Kanina I was with my sister at nakaputi nmn xa.

WAH!!

It may sound absurd but I swear I see Jae Joong in him.

The mouth part especially.

Nangatog n naman ang laman ko knina.

At d ko n nman matignan.

ANG GWAPO TLGA!!

RHEA!!ANG GWAPO PA DN!!

Naku..Xa na ata ang pangalawang taong gusto kong pakasalan.HAHA!!

Ipapaayos ko dn ipin niya!HAHA!..kung gusto lng nmn nia..:)

Naku....Nka-4 n balik ata kme ni sister dearest.

Bwahaha..

My sister promised me she'd take a picture of the guy when she gets her new fone.:)

WAH!!!!!

Pasilio 1-C boy!!
Bket mo kamukha c JaeJoong?!!

Lalo n nung nakanguso ka!?

Sana lng wala pa ung asawa d b?
Gusto ko n tlgang ligawan un!!WAH!

P.S.

Narinig ko boses nia knina.

No Comment.

At ang pangit p dn ng mga tinda nia..:)

After 10 Years...

2007-02-04T12:34:00.000+08:00

IT HAS A TITLE!!

RAWR!

BOOK 7

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HOLLOWS

Release Date: July 21, 2007

ALAS!

The waiting would be over in a few months.:)

Thanks Joanne Kathleen Rowling..:)

I can barely wait.:)

P.S.

She finished writing it last January 11.:)

The Other Angel

2007-01-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the kiss of death comes to soon.

I am truly affected and I don't even know why.

Today's supposed to be a happy day.

Instead I'm shaken right now.

Shaken by the realities of life.

No one is really immune.

We will have to return our borrowed lives someday.

It's just sad how it happened.

Xu Wei Lun

May you rest in peace.

A Special Day

2007-01-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st/22nd BIRTHDAY KIM JAE JOONG!!!!

The most beautiful person in the world.

This past few months you have shown as the true Jae Joong behind the shy smiles.

The funny one. The one who likes watermelon..:)

I have read blog entries for his birthday from people like me.

People who love him.

People who have seen him.

The depth of their..I mean our love for him extends through the oceans.

That even though the chance to get to meet him is close to none,

we still are here to support him.

I have known people who have really gone the distance just to see him.

And that fact makes it even harder for me to claim that I do love that guy.

I haven't done anything.

I just stare at him through the computer screen every single day.

I listen to him sing. I watch him dance. I watch him act.

I buy their albums.

I have supported him for more than a year now and that really seems trivial compared to those others who have known him from the start.

I am stupid I know.

Really, really stupid.

But it can't change the fact that this boy occupies a part of my heart I didn't know existed.

The part that aches with his pain.

The part that beats hard with his smiles.

Jae Joong - AH!

I know you will never be mine.

I want to see you.

Just once.

And I'd live on the memory forever.:)

I do love you.:)

Please always take care of yourself and never let rumors get you down.

You are very special to a lot of people and I am amazed at your capability of keeping your feet firmly on the ground amidst the fame and fortune that comes with your way of life.

Never ever change.

We love YoungWoong JaeJoong just fine.:)

P.S.

Oh, God!
I badly want twelve babies.

Jaejoong babies.:)

Family Bonding Experiment

2007-01-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, my sister and I went home.

To Antipolo, that is.

We were supposed to get our pictures taken for the renewal of our passports.

I brought my Pharmacognosy reviewers since Monday meant two exams that I really have to pass.

But what happened was, I didn't even get to touch those reviewers.

I wasn't able to study at all.

I actually should be reviewing right now but I really want to make this post.

JANUARY 19, 2006

My sister and I were riding a Cubao-Cogeo Fx when I felt my cellphone vibrate.

My mother was calling to ask where we were.

I told her we would be home in another fifteen minutes and I told her that maybe we should just meet in Robinson's Place because she wanted for us to eat outside.

Then she told me that we would be eating in a place called Tamamang's.Yes with the apostrophe S.

WHAT A FUGLY NAME.

The first thought that came to mind.

When I learned that it was the place my father and his buds usually frequent, my fears were confirmed.

IT WAS A FREAKIN' BEERHOUSE.

When we got there, the place stank of cigarette smoke. Some singer was on stage and scarcely clothed.HAHA!

I wasn't very happy with the place.

My brother and sister seemed to share my sentiments because their faces were both etched with displeasure.

So my Mom rented the air-conditioned room where we can sing for only 1000 pesos.consumable.

It was much more comfortable in there and we were the only people.

My mom took hold of the mike and my brother and sister just listened to my mother sing.HAHAHA!
THEN CAME THE FOOD!

I SHALL NEVER CRITICIZE TAMAMANG'S AGAIN.

THE FOOD WAS AWESOME.

THE THREE OF US COULDN'T STOP EATING.

GAH!
JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES MY MOUTH WATER.

I WANT TO EAT THERE EVERYDAY!
EVEN IF IT MEANT HEARING MY MOTHER SINGING NARDA IN THE BACKGROUND.

I now knew the reason why my father brought us there.

HAHAHA!

It wasn't really a family-oriented place.

Mostly men populated the area but shet!The food.THE FOOD.GAH!

HAHA!

We even ordered cocktails.

My sister and I ordered vodka tonic just for the heck of it.

She didn't like the taste so I ended up drinking both.

My brother ordered tequila.

It smelled chocolatey but we couldn't take the taste so we just left it alone.

We eventually enjoyed the rest of the evening.

Nkikanta ng kaunti.at kumaeng muli.

HAHA!

Ansaya tlga.:)

PAGKAEN!!WOOT!

THANKS PAPA! SA PAGDALA MO SAMEN SA TAMAMANG's!

This is one of the rare times I get to be with my family.

Ansaya.:)

HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT:

PAPA: Paolo, halika dito.

(Motioning my 14-year old brother to go out of the room, which by the way has transparent walls)

(Paolo palabas na)

PAPA: Tingnan mo ung singer ang sexy oh!

PAOLO: PAPA nmn eh!!

(Then gets this priceless look on his face while ruffling his hair.)

BWAHAHAHA!

D nagustuhan ng Paolo ung singer.hehe.

Goong S!

2007-01-11T22:26:00.000+08:00

Se7en is now an actor.
WOOT!
And his acting looks promising in the preview I saw.
Goong S is not actually a sequel to Princess Hours.
In fact it's English title is PRINCE HOURS.
HARHAR!
How cute right?
Here.
Let me show you the preview.
Feast your eyes on Se7en's cuteness and dance skills.(just a little though).
You could always check YouTube for more.:)

At dhel bka magselos na ang Jae Joong dhel ky Se7en.
Dpat may video dn xa..:)
Jae..ang ganda ng porma mo pero gnyn k magbowling..
D mo ko gayahin..
Dpat pala turuan kita minsan..:)

<3

AnnYeong 2007!!!

2007-01-10T20:58:00.000+08:00

WOOT!!

After a year,10,000 clicks on the refresh button and about a gazillion trials, I can finally pay my respects to the year that was!!

OINK!OINK!

My internet connection was really affected by the Taiwan earthquake and I really had a hard time accessing certain sites that I usually keep track off.

ESPECIALLY when it comes to LOGGING IN.

GAH!

Anyway.

I wanted to "write" a lot in this post.

Things that happened mostly during the Christmas break and some of the more interesting things that happened just after school resumed.

But I'm at a loss.

I don't know where to start.

So, I'll just start typing stuff that stuck to the grooves of my so-called brain.

1. Crying earlier because after a practical test, a quiz, a quiz, and yet another quiz, (Yes.3 quizzes). A classmate thought it funny to hand me a trick pen which shoked the bejeezus (where'd i get this word?) out of me when it sent up electrical currents from my thumb up my arm.

(Gawd!Do I look like a QC inspector for self-defense gadgets?)

2. History repeats itself. Dong Bang Shin Ki will have a concert tour, 14 concerts that is, in I think 7 countries and IT DOES NOT include the Philippines. I want to see them badly. I MUST NOT MISS THEM THIS TIME EVEN IF IT MEANS STARVING MYSELF TO AFFORD THE TICKETS AND LYING TO MY MOTHER ABOUT WHERE I'M GOING. I AM ALREADY 18 AFTER ALL.*EVIL SMILE*

ERR>>

Apparently, that's all I can remember worth blogging.

It seems inappropriate if i tell you about my Christmas and my New Year.

Just 10 days into the year and it feels like a long, long time has already passed.

Let's just see what I plan to do for the next few weeks.

1. I shall get 2 piercings on the 26th.Don't ask why.

2. As soon as I get the money, I shall enroll myself in Center for Pop Music, Binondo.

I HATE THIS SEMESTER SO I'M NOT POSTING ANYTHING RELATED TO ACADEMICS.

Err. What else.

I must take advantage of this because I might not be able to log-in again for a few days.

AHA!

1. I am so hating the dubbed Princess Hours.

2. Why must they translate the song Perhaps Love?
3. Why in heaven's name must they give Rachel Ann Go and Christian Bautista the privilege to sing it?

IWANTTOSEEDONGBANGSHINKIANDHEARTHEMSINGLIVEANDDANCEANDSWEATINFRONTOFME.

IWANTTOSEEJAEJOONG.

GUDNIGHTEVERYONE.

He's Back

2006-12-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

Ok.

I just have to post this before I go to sleep.

Before I was into Dong Bang Shin Ki.

I was so hooked in a Korean "star-search" show.

It was called Battle Shinhwa.

There were six winners and they were trained for a year and guess what.

They recently made their debut.:)

They are now called Battle.

Anyway.

I met Paola because of Battle Shinhwa.

And Paola eventually got me addicted to Dong Bang Shin Ki.

Them I love the most.

Battle comes next.

MEET MY FIRST EVER KOREAN BOYTOY.:)

Park Ji Woon.

WOOT!

HAY.

Ky sarap balikan ng nakaraan.:)

++soompi for pics

One Week

2006-12-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

7 days to go.

I think it's time to post up my Christmas wish list.:)

Both tangible and intangible.

1. Good health for my family, friends and Dong Bang Shin Ki.

2. The Prince in Prague Photobook

3. The 2007 Dong Bang Shin Ki Calendar.

4. A laptop.

5. A clubbox id.

6. Err?World Peace?

7. New Shoes

Both possible and impossible

1. Money for voice and dance lessons.

2. A new hair color

3. K-O-R-E-A BABY!!woot!!SPONSOR ME!!

3. Dong Bang Shin Ki Sighting.RAWR!

4. A kiss,hug and more from Kim Jae Joong.HARHAR!

5. 12 children

I don't care much about grades. Ne?

I hate studying.

Now more than ever.

-------------

Err.

I've never really thought about wishing for "someone".

But when I see "cute"couples around me...NOT THE X-RATED ONES.

Nakakinggit paminsan no?

Si boylet buhat ung bag ni girlet.

Si boylet hawak ung kamay ni girlet.

Si boylet yakap c girlet.

*Sigh*

Makes you want to fall in love.RIGHT?

But when I see this..

And this?

No matter how weird or stupid it might sound?

The reason for not having someone special suddenly becomes clear.

Simply because.

A person is incapable of emotion without her heart.

Did that make sense?

Potek. Ano n nmn pinagta-type ko d2?

HAHA!

Guilty

2006-12-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

Ayan Rhea, dhel malakas k sken..

Nag-blog na ko.

HEHE!

Anyway. I'm supposed to be studying for my pharmacology monthly exams tomorrow and a pharmacognosy practical exam.

But thanks to opportunists fully utilizing the Christmas season by singing their lungs off I might as well blog for a few minutes.Pota.Kylangan b tlgang my dala p kyong sariling sound system?

December gives me the lazy bug.

Not that I don't have it for the first eleven months of the year.

BUt YEp.

IF I didn't have it.

I'd have single blog entries for the following instead of compressing it all in this one entry.

1. My ice-skating birthday party.:)

After ten thousand delays.:)

2. The Pharmacy Parade

The heat.OMO!

3. U.K.

Our ukay ukay adventure!

I bought 3 jackets.

ERr.a longsleeved-turtle-necked-shirt.?WTF?

Feeling magpupunta korea eh.

And two skirts.

Mind you.

All for 740 pesos.:)

4. KIM JUN SU's HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!WOOT!
I know I'm two days late.

BUT STILL!
SAENG IL CHUK KA HAE TO YOU AND YOUR TWIN!

SA RANG HAE YO?
But of course not the way I love Jae Joong.HAHA!

Who's Rambling?

ok..too lazy to type the hangul.:)

THERE!:)

Since the CAROL-ers?ERR?

Are already out of my hearing range.

Might as well wrap this up and continue studying.

ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL!

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!:)

Anniversary!!:)

2006-12-05T20:08:00.000+08:00

My first blog entry about Dong Bang Shin Ki was posted last December 5, 2005.

I was using multiply back then.

And I can't believe it's already been a year since that day.

A year since I began lusting after Jae Joong.HAHA!

This day is important to me in ways some people would never understand.Hehe.

Naging makulay ang buhay ko nang ma-adik ako sa Dong Bang Shin Ki.

NAKS!!Amf!:)

It is really hard to elaborate.

Let's just say, in my entire life, I have never cried as much as I cried the day my mother told me I couldn't go to Malaysia.

HARHAR!

Anyway..JaeJoong.HAHA!

Yesterday was bittersweet.

I saw you kiss a girl.

I saw you in a dress, high heels and a waist-length wig.

I saw you drenched in blood.

But nothing could beat the expression that crossed upon your face when that ball grazed your balls.

BWAHAHAHA!

The way you stood there, clutched your precious jewels and sat in that "corner" made me love you even more!BWAHAHAHA!

Take good care of your testicles, I have humongous plans for those.

BWAHAHAHA!!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME!!:)

DONG BANG SHIN KI IS STILL.and forever will be..Love..

Post Script:

Pinanindigan ko n tlga na I am a cheesy blogger..:)

Credits:

DBW:)

Calendar Boys

2006-12-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

San Miguel, Ginebra..or any other company who sells alcoholic beverages..

Didn't you know that exploitation of photoshop-edited flesh isn't the least bit attractive?

For me, that is.
Make way for Dong Bang Shin Ki.:)

I want Dong Bang Shin Ki for Christmas.

Or just Jae Joong would do.:)

P.S.

They are not gay.:)

Just man enough to expose they're feminine side.:)

Credits:

xfallenx@dbw

Kpop Love

2006-12-01T18:50:00.000+08:00

I was just in the mood to share se7en.

Hehe..

Aside from DBSG.

I also love his songs.

I love this video.:)

EDIT::
OMG!!!
If you watched the video..
You'll see a kissing scene..
Right about at the end part..
I saw an uncut part of that!!'
OMG!!!
Can anyone say hawt?!
RAWR!
I saw some thigh action.
OMG!!!
OMG TALAGAA!!!!
Se7en is HOT.
What a lucky girl.

Smurf-land

2006-11-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

Prayer before Sleep

Dear God.

I know I have not been an active member in the Church.
I have not confessed since my high school retreat.
I can count the number of times I attended mass this year.
I often doubt my faith.
I am a sinner.
I hurt a lot of people.
But Lord.
I want to change.
Or more specifically.
I want to take part in your mission.
The procreation part of that mission.
I want to bear and raise twelve beautiful individuals.
I know it's unacceptable to ask conditions.
But God PLEASE!

Let this man be the father.
Post Script.
The dark night and the cold wind got me into un-sane mode again.
I am far from joking.
I love you God.

Cnong Malala?

*raises hand*

Credits:

I forgot.

I got this from Bellemode.

Quadruple Yuk

2006-11-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

Green apples leave a sour taste in the mouth...
Especially when:

1. The specimen you were working with happened to look like chewed green grass as opposed to the blood red solution you should have gotten.

2. You feel like your gastrox weigh fifty percent of your total body weight from constant walking through the vast UST grounds.

3. You hear two homosexuals talking about their international trip to Korea..(which by the way was a school thing I think offered to Tourism students)..and saying that they weren't going after all because it's "WALANG KWENTA". And upon hearing this, you almost choke on your own saliva. You wanted to give them a really lengthy lecture regarding HOW PEOPLE SHOULDN'T MISS THESE KINDS OF OPPORTUNITIES BECAUSE OTHERS WOULD GIVE AN ARM AND LEG TO BE ABLE TO STEP INTO THEIR SHOES, FLY TO KOREA AND MARRY AN INTERNATIONAL POPSTAR INSTEAD OF BEING STUCK IN CLASSROOMS HUNCHED OVER SOME QUIZ ABOUT HYPOTHETICAL RECEPTORS AND THEIR CLASSIFICATIONS.

*Breathes Deeply*

4. Lastly, an acquaintance was able to spend two days and a night with Dong Bang Shin Ki, possibly hugged the real thing (read: Jaejoong), and probably had her picture taken with the five gods who've risen from the east.

*Talk about being cynical*

How could life be so exciting for other people and so un-unusual for me?
In other words, it really is unfair. Ne?

I WANT AN APPLE. A red one that is.

Grand Slam

2006-11-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

An inch a year.
I ate 6 slices of an 18-inch pizza.
I am officially legal today.
Have I done anything really worth while?
Nothing.YET.
But I feel happy.

Why No. 1

My friends gave me a single rose.
But that rose was passed on from one person to the other.
Them people held my hands and we danced there in the hallways.

My friends gave me three balloons.
But those balloons got me wishes from random people.

My friends gave me a cake.
Something I got to share with Drew, Reg, Jacq, Edward, JM, Kara.

My friends gave me a candle for the cake.
I got a wish for that as well.

Why No. 2

My family and I pigged out on pizza.
Haha!
My mother wanted to cook pancit for me.
But I opted for pizza.
She wanted for us to go out and eat dinner outside.
But I opted for pizza.
I just wanted to be home on my birthday.
It's that simple.

Post Script:
I make the cheesiest blog entries on the planet.
Boo Me!:)

Thank you Lord!

For giving me wonderful years.:)

I am 18.

And still counting.:)

Invisible Claws

2006-11-13T20:01:00.000+08:00

Nothing interesting happened today.
Except perhaps for that ambush interview at the back of the Main Building, with Andrew itching to answer the interviewer's question. About what you wanted for Christmas.
Aside from that just drew some..err..things for pharmacognosy laboratory, discussed in pharmacology, and discussed some more in quality control.
Last Friday was quite interesting..*evil smile*
My mouth was stagnant while we had two hours of lecture.
And after that I was so eager to go home.
On my way down the main stairs, I ALMOST BUMPED INTO KEAN!!
Oh my gosh!!
I've always wanted to see him strolling around UST!
But it was so unexpected.
Thankfully, my jaw didn't drop. Although in my mind, it did.HAHA!!
And then, he kept walking towards the cashier.
After a few seconds of hesitation, I ran back to our classroom to tell Andrew.
BUt he wasn't there.
Fortunately Zhar and Judy were there to help me cope with my excitement.
I swear I could have gone into shock, adrenaline rush maybe.
A vein in my brain could have popped due to immense blood rushing to my brain.
HAHAHA!!
Anyway, he was so handsome!!His skin was so good.HAHA!!
Boyfriend material!:)
Just not for me.AS IF!?
Darn, he was a couple of inches shorter than me.
Maybe he's five feet five inches.HAHA!:)
There. I love my experiences involving staircases.HAHA!
And this entry's going to end in one simple way.

I have four words for him.
BITE ME, DAMN IT!:)

Credits for the pic: tintin@tvfxqworld.cjb.net/dongbangworld

Balloons..^_^

2006-11-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

And that is why Dong Bang Shin Ki is love.

Goodness.

I really should blog something besides DBSG. Ne?

Enjoy the vid.

It took me forever to upload it.

Well maybe 30 mins.:)

And!

Can anyone help me with this blog's lay-out.

I want it to be DBSK-inspired.

Destiny?

2006-11-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

My heart is breaking.

I've never wanted anything as much as I want this one.

She didn't want anything else but that as well.

But why are all her dreams coming true?

And mine just aren't.

Not one bit.

Bloody Hell!

2006-11-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

OMG.
Who's perverted?
Yes. I am.
The object?
Wait and see.

HIM.

Period.

The cause of my constant *disturbing* dreams.

Bwahahaha!!

See what his half-naked state does to my already rattled brain.

I am only half-functioning.

Distinctions

2006-10-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

"Kamukha mo c Japs Cuan.."

Pakshit.

One of these days, I'm getting breast augmentation.

A word of advice:

If you need an ego-boost.

Go shoot your brother first.

Pakshit tlga.

Suburban Pleasures

2006-10-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

After the last test, (elaborating on it would give someone hypertension so let’s just leave it at that..) first semester is finally over! We were not amenable to going home after a one hour test due to several reasons. This is, as Lea would say the climactic point of the conversation we had which was actually about one and a half hours long.

Joplanne: San tayo?
Xtine: Mall of Asia dw, my dalang kotse c Lea!!
Joplanne: TAGAYTAY TAYO!!!
Lea: Hala!
Rhea: Tara!Zhar: Uwi na ko!
In chorus: Ano k ba! Wag muna!
Zhar: Uwi n tlga ko. Kayo n lng.

(After much pessimism and negotiation about that really spontaneous trip to Tagaytay..we have finally agreed to one thing.)

Lea, Judy, Rhea, Xtine: ANDREW!!!!!!SAMA KA SAMEN SA TAGAYTAY!!!!
Andrew: Cge, tara. Sure na kyo dyn ah?
Us again: OO!
Zhar: Andrew alagaan mo yng mga yan ah.

Omo! Asteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeg nmen ano?
That was the start of a fun-filled day.
Here are some of the highlights minus the fact that we were even more bankrupt than the Philippine government after it was over.:)

*Lea, your driving skills are beyond me. Your car would be forever loved.
*South Super Highway is the place to be on a Thursday morning.
*Gigantic raindrops would eventually stop from falling. Just claim it and it’s yours!-Joplanne
*Seven (multiply that by 2354 and get the square root)- no. of times Lea chirped “Mababangga ako!”
*Wanting to keep Junzi’s table napkins as souvenirs.
*San Mig Light.
*Andrew’s to-die-for lyrics!
*Non-stop picture taking. (read: overutilized peace-slash-V signs)
*Eco-Trail Park! Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! (..more like Putek Park)
*Hanging Bridge!
*The survival of our shoendals! (read: sandals n pinagpipilitang school shoes)
*Akalain mo un! Walang mantas ung palda ko! Swear!:)
*Trying to distinguish the authentic Colette’s from the fake one. “Parang drawing lng dw ung signboard ng isa..hehe!”
*Our wasted-ness while going home.
*Capri, pa-try ng yosi. Hehe!
*Ang dance moves ni Lea sa loob ng kotse nia. BOW.
*Lastly, the hugs and kisses we shared before finally saying goodbye to each other.: )

I am quite frustrated with myself because this entry doesn’t really give justice to all the smiles, sweat and laughs we had that whole 9 hours of adventure. Bwahahaha!

Next stop: Embassy..sana!:)

Sa Putek Park.

Yikoi! Mga na-L.. nalamig.:)

Bwahahahaha!

Joplanne's multiply.Pektyurs.Salamat!

Sand Castles

2006-10-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

BWAHAHAHAHA!

JUNSU DOESN'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!

LET'S CELEBRATE!

AKALAIN MONG PHOTOSHOPPED LNG UN?!!

HEHEHEHEHE!
JUNSU!!!

YOU'RE SINGLE AGAIN!:)

B-L-I-S-S!

NAGDRAMA P KO SA WALA!

HAHA!

I WANT TO SAPAK THAT GIRL!

2006-10-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

Some Things Worth Blogging About

1. SEASON 69 CHAMPIONS!UST GROWLING TIGERS!RAWR!..(I TOLD YOU GUYS VICTORY WOULD BE SOOOOOOOOOOO SWEET!!!)

2. Nail-biting overtime action.

3. The heart-lightening smile of Japs Cuan.

4. Not to mention his enormous gastrox.haha!

5.Chris Tiu being "cute" and not "gwapo" while sweating his glands out.

6. Xtine being the sore thumb amongst the 3-FPh afficionados!

7. Free barbecue, brownies, clover. Joplanne salamat.

8. Rhea's tracheal lottery machine. My "kalog" factor ang sigaw.

9. Don Pio..using his moves on Zharmaine.

10. But sorry Pio..Zhar is smitten with the Kuya.

11. But the Kuya is practically engaged to Rhea.bwahahaha!

12. Joplanne's mum about it.

13. Milenyo taking off roofs, billboards and the like.

14. The 3-day blackout.

15. Unwashed dishes.

16. Candle-lit showers

17. A smelly dog

18. Disconnected telephone lines

19. Delayed text messaging

20. Random walks along Quezon Avenue

21. Unfortunately flagging down a taxi which was trying to survive on reserved gasoline

22. Timmy Chiong sponsored tickets

23. Sardine can seats in Araneta

24. The lone Blue Eagle in the sea of yellow tigers

25. Paolo missing me..'tol nafeel ko namiss mo ko.haha!

26. Postponed major exams

27. A failed Phy Phar practical test

28. Major gapang sa main building corridor dhel ky 3-time-wearing-Tiger's-Ready-guy!

29. Missing the Dong Bang In Ki Ga Yo comeback online

30. Wanting to watch Tokyo Juliet in Youtube

31. Work Philosophy..still stagnant

32. LOts of new dong bang pictures.it would take forever to upload.

33. Yes!!The 3rd album has been released.

34. And yep..forgot about the others.

35. I need help.

36. I want a new layout.:)

Eureka!

2006-09-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

I'll just shut up and let the picture do all the talking.

And that is why amidst all the wretchedness this world..not to mention the genetically challenged individuals dominating it..can offer..MYSELF INCLUDED.

I still can find reasons to smile.

I am now officially happy again.

Disturbed and pissed maybe.

But happy.:)

Credits:

Dong Bang World

xFallenx

Z.O.D.I.A.C.

2006-09-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

When water pours out from the heavens,

It washes away negative energy.

As for me.

It tends to unleash the Scorpion blood that runs through my veins.

We are passionate individuals, we Scorpions.

But passion is a broad term, it generalizes every possible emotion.

I either feel various degrees of happiness..more often than not.

Or on rare moments.

Murder-capable.

Like right now.

I am usually nice.

N-I-C-E

and

U-S-U-A-L-L-Y

I swear I am.

But I truly have a dark side.

Hostility is indeed nature's gift to me.

Making people feel horrible..I'm good at that too.

My other thoughts are simply taboo.

Just let me be!

아 라 써?!!

SHIT.

RAWR!

Dong Bang.I miss!

2006-09-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

I had to go through a whole-week of Dong Bang deprivation.

Which included:

1. The gargantuan pile of returned test papers. The results were quite good to me.

2. A four-page quiz on autonomic drugs

3. Mysterious phone calls from cunning executives..(read: self-centered bitches)

4. A one hour Intelligence Quotient critiquing session with Sir Tubon and classmates

5. A shameless game with Jacq done in front of the whole class..(talk about Maa'm Kara's alternative teaching techniques!)

6. Shrieking over very talented individuals, flying balls and identity problems.
(One..uhm..guy?..even got my attention and undying support, for just a moment there, while he was gracing the sports' complex floor with his sweat. Hahahaha!)

AND..

7. Jae Joong Oppa, must I shift to Medical Technology for a chance to see you in person?

I missed you terribly!!

Haha!

You and your tongue and your new hair that is..:)

I must not suffer such deprivation again.:)

Yaoi Randomness

2006-09-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

I really have to go back to my old sleeping pattern.
Although it sure is fun to sleep late.
But I really keep wasting my day.
The time I wake up gives me about two hours to say farewell to the sun.

So, I've been reading a YooSu-JaeHo fanfic just now.It's yaoi.
Yaoi- guy to guy
I feel so giddy.
Haha!
I'm weird like that.
I've always loved reading fan fiction.
It started with Hiei and Kurama..that's Vincent and Dennis of Ghost Fighter.
And then Ranma.
And then came out the Ken-Rainie.
Ans since then, I've focused myself to reading "normal" fics.
Boy-girl that is.
I have written two fics myself, which btw up to now is still waiting for a conclusion.

BUT OMG!!
To Catch A Player's Heart.
That fic is love!
I can't even begin to explain how giddy I felt while reading it.

Check this out.

One of my favorite parts.

WAH!!!

I'm crazy I know.

I rush out of my room, hair still wet and clothes sticking tightly to my damp skin. I’d barely gotten a chance to dry myself off before I heard the phone ringing. As I reach the phone, the doorbell begins ringing madly, and loud, harsh knocks are made against the front door. I stand there, not knowing whether to answer the door or answer the phone. But both problems are taken care of when my mom opens the door for me, revealing Min Sun with a tear streaked face and a cell phone hanging in her hands.

Well that explains who was calling me a few moments ago.

My mom gasps at the sight of her, and stumbles back before realizing her rudeness and ushers Min Sun in. After staring at Min Sun for a while longer, my mom quickly makes her way back into the kitchen.

I glance over at the clock and it reads 7.

She runs towards me and collapses in my arms sobbing. I would have thought she was all out of tears.

“Hey, hey, what’s wrong?” I ask in a soft tone, afraid that I’ll break her if I speak any louder than a whisper.

Gently rubbing her back, I guide her towards the living room and help her sit down on the sofa. I pull a soft cushion behind her back and she easily sinks in the soft fluff.

“He broke up with me.” It would have sounded odd to me since I’m her boyfriend and all, but it didn’t since I knew.

“Who?” I ask, patiently listening.

“Yoochun.”

I nod my head sympathetically and ask, “What do you want me to do about it?”

In a situation like this, I’m asking her what I can do for her. I should learn to be mean or at least learn how to be a boyfriend.

“Bring him back,” she wails.

And like she’s just asked for a wish from the genie in a bottle, I stand up ready to grant it.
“It’s okay Min Sun,” I soothe. “I’ll bring him back. In the meantime, I’ll take you home okay?”

Nodding her head weakly, she manages to stand on her own before I put my hands on her shoulders and walk her towards the door. Upon putting on my shoes – she never took hers off – we walk down the sidewalk past five houses before turning at her house. I walk her to her door, and ask if she has the key. Nodding, she hands it to me and I insert it into the keyhole before taking it out and twisting the knob. The lights are off, so I search blindly for the switch. When I find it, I flick it on and set the key on a table nearby. The living room is visible so I guide her there and sit her down. Giving a soft smile, I begin to head for the door but before I leave, she grabs my wrist, tugging me back gently.

“You’ll bring him back to me?” she asks. I notice now how red and puffy her eyes are.

Forcing myself to smile, I respond, “Of course.”

As soon as I leave her house, I begin running blindly towards the café. It’s closed by now.

Before I can make any rash decisions, like choosing to jump over the fence into the café’s garden and risk getting arrested for trespassing, I find Park Yoochun casually leaning against the lone lamp post partially hidden behind a large oak tree. Standing there, the light illuminates his upturned face. Park Yoochun’s eyes are closed and if he weren’t standing, I would have thought he had fallen asleep.

My breath comes out in pants from all the running I’ve been doing. Leaving the sidewalk and cutting across the small lawn of pebbles, I reach him.

Upon my first step, he tilts his head and opens his eyes. I continue walking towards him, our eyes interlocked.

x-x-x-x-x

After leaving the park, I had driven around endlessly. Somehow, I just ended up here. I didn’t even bother climbing into the garden. I just walked behind the tree, cutting off my ties with civilization for the moment.

The first crunch of pebbles told me someone was here. Looking up, I spot Junsu breathing harshly as he takes a few more steps towards me. Stopping a foot away from me, he asks in a whisper, “I know this is stupid, but do you think you could take her back?”

I scoff and turn my head away.

“Park Yoochun-” with a gasp, he pauses when I turn my gaze back to him.

“You’re too nice,” I tell him.

He shakes his head and continues, “She was crying a lot.”

I nod.

“So take her back and don’t break her heart,” he says.

I shake my head.

If I take her back, then his heart will be broken. And isn’t that the reason why I broke up with her in the first place?

He stays silent for a minute, as if trying to decide what to say next.

“I think she loves you,” he whispers.

I shake my head.

“Goddamnit say something! Take her back!” he yells suddenly. His hands are curled in fists, and he’s stomping the ground with one foot.

“I can’t,”

He looks at me and desperately asks that annoying little word.

“Why?”

Suddenly, as if my body has a mind of its own, I find myself walking towards him, covering the distance between us. Grabbing his chin and almost stepping on his feet, I glare down hard.

Then, I bend down and kiss him.

1 Mississippi
2 Mississippi
3 Mississippi
4 Mississippi
5 Mississippi
6 Mississippi
7 Mississippi
8 Mississippi
9 Mississippi
10 Mississippi

“That’s why,” I whisper more to myself than to him before walking away.

I think I’ve found my answer.

Isn't that sweet??

Hahaha!

I love Yoosu!!

Here's the link if you want to read the whole thing.

It isn't quite finished yet.

To Catch a Player's Heart

So "Phar" from passing..

2006-08-31T21:18:00.000+08:00

The art of studying has never been this good.

1. I'm about to slap anyone who sleeps before 2 am.

2. I almost don't sleep on the bed anymore. I prefer the floor because it keeps me awake.

3. I've never really known or understood the term diuretic until I drank a whole thermos of coffee and kept peeing every 5 mins. What would I do without Maxwell's 3 in 1 coffee mix? The room practically smelled like Starbucks.(Humor me!)

4. I have a cartolina taped on my wall which was my "stress diaper" or "blog de pentelpen". Prayers, curses, friend updates, I wrote it all there. There was merely no time for "modern blogging".

What hurts the most..(naks! hurt dw eh noh?)..is that however hard I studied, I still need to prepare myself for the gargantuan pile of flunked test papers which I'm sure would be returned next week.

Aynku! Lintek yn. After all those reading I still don't appreciate my course. The highlight would probably be knowing what Testoderm is. Hehe. The patch placed on a dry and shaven "area". Haha!

I hope I passed at least one test.Spanish maybe? I did careered..(translation: kinareer) that family tree drawing. Hehe!

Off to DongBangWorld to see what I missed this week.:)

Is it just me?

2006-08-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

I feel surrounded by clandestine relationships.

I'm not sure I like it.

But I've always been afraid of such things.

Blocking off those tiny messages that imply the forbidden.

That's why I keep myself busy.

Like this for example:
Kim Jae Joong

That's Kim Jae Joong in Webdings.

Bwahaha!
I really am bothered.

Chincha!

Marathon 101

2006-08-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

"It Started with a Kiss"

I wasn't able to access the internet for two days because I was so hooked with this series.

And get this..

Inulan pa ko papuntang Divisoria mall while riding my uncle's humongous motorcyle.

It was quite addicting and satisfying.

Although the scenes were pretty predictable.

(Rhea! I'm taking back what I said. I think Goong's a tad better.)

Well, every series works through the like-love-hate-love-external force chuva-love-sickness-organ donor-miraculous recovery-rain scene-love-accident-amnesia-happy ending process.

It keeps me entertained though.

On the other hand, it did point out my lack of love life yet again.

[Not complaining]

Too bad it doesn't happen in real life.

Anyway, this was the first Taiwanese series I've watched after a long time.

I've been addicted with Korean series.

I got to recall the Chinese phrases Pei Chei taught me.

HArhar!
I also bought Spring Waltz (Korean drama)

Because I liked the looks of the girl.

She's so pretty!:)

But I haven't started it yet.

Maybe after the Phar Chem Revalida.

And yup!
SInce I've been abstaining from the internet.

I definitely missed seeing pictures of Jejung.

There are some new ones.

HEre you go!

Aigoo!

If I had one wish to make..

Jejung!!

Make me yours forevuh!

I swear!
Only he can pull off that outfit!

I love seeing him in jerseys and beanies.

Casual yet _______ !

(I don't want to fill the blank in from fear of being excommunicated from the Church)

Dear Lord!

I'm going to die a spinster.

I'm forever going to be comparing everyone to him.

Aish!

*Drool alert*

And I miss the Dong Bang boys too!

Their Tokyo Perf was Holy hot!

Jae was dancing again.:)

[Top L-R] Micky Yoo Chun, Choi Kang Chang Min

[Bottom L-R] Xiah Jun Su, Young Woong Jae Joong, U-know Yunho

Weird names?

You won't mind it at all once you see them boys up on stage!
The best!

The underlined ones are taken.

Please don't like them??

HUh?

Thanks!

One last thing! We have a new dog!She's a dark brown three-month old labrador! She's so sweet!
But I smell like shit everytime I cuddle her. And she walks sideways. As if she doesn't have a sense of balance.

Time to study Physical Pharmacy!:)..actually that translated is "TIme to sleep.:)"

Credits: Bestiz, xFallenx of DBW

Forgive the stretched page. I got lazy..Maybe I'll resize it some other time.:)

Cobweb-infested mind

2006-08-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

[begin]

xtine stops typing phar chem 2 related literature for a while giving way to ranting.

xtine tries to breathe deeply but then stops because she feels her eardrums are about to pop from nasal congestion.

xtine gets the sweat-soaked pharma shirt beside her and blows her nose.

*half-breathes deeply*

*coughs*

damn it. the lungs are having a hard time handling air.

soccer training earlier was quite fun.

i think i burned a lot of carbs.

then i went home and ate a lot of carbs to replace the burnt ones.

but then i didn't have colds before training.

and now I have colds.

*shivers because of the electric fan*

It's necessary to keep the mosquitoes at bay.

The electric fan I mean.

xtine would end this soon.

xtine needs to type again.

xtine hopes two pages are enough.

xtine believes she didn't make any sense.

xtine is freaked out by referring to herself as xtine.

xtine can't stop.

[slashbegin]

she did stop though.

i feel happy

2006-08-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

I suddenly wanted to be selfish.

Because of this picture.

RAWR!!!!

*makes xtine think of twisted sheets*

*clamps her mouth shut*

The guy just oozes sex.

Wait for me!!

I'm off to Korea in two years time.

asdgklja;sdglkajg;alkfgja;lfkhja;flkhja;flhkjsdnrhghibasdgh;ariyh'ieryt[ovbxih!!!!!

*xtine wants to sink her teeth on those arms*

sekshie as hell.

Goshness.

Those pants are indecent!

Jae!

You tease!

P.S. I was wholesome just a few minutes ago.

Credits.

Bestiz

DBW

xFallenx

Sweet 16!

2006-08-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

생 일 축 가 해!!

Happy 16th Birthday Maine!

Hehe..

Patay gutom sisters. We opted for the icing after eating three slices of pizza.

Don't even ask about how I got that look. But the birthday girl seems to be happy about it.

Happy again. And forgive the leg. It's the Scholastican part of me coming out.

My sister couldn' t believe that she came from that same tummy that fateful day 16 years ago.

Mama! What are you wearing!!?

Happy Birthday Sister Dearest!

Ate Love you!

P.S She won't even get to read about this.

Bwahahaha!

Asian Invasion

2006-07-30T15:46:00.000+08:00

*About to bang her head on the wall for such a lousy-jologs pare-lame title, then remembers her forehead injury so just decides on pulling her hair*

Off-Topic: I'm taking back what I said about David Sedaris just because he ate at Jollibee.
Bwahaha!
When he was asked about the Philippines.
He said that the only thing he knew about our country was that people ate at a place called Jollibee.
He really is a full-pledged humorist.

Anyway.
I wanted to share some of the songs I listen to everyday.
If one of you understands what it says, please do contact me.
If anyone WANTS the translations.
I shall also gladly provide them for you.
And just don't try to decipher the english raps.:)
Enjoy!

SMTown-"Red Sun"
35 Artists sung this song.
Bwahaha! I was dancing inside my room at 1:49 am last midnight while listening to this song.
There are some rough parts..(10 secs, i think..)..but it'll pass.:)

DBSK- "Oasis"
Hear the Dong Bang boys sing!!:)

Don't you dare bash Meke's enlish rapping skills..or lack of it.

I'd pull your eardrums out.:)
Just Joking.:)

BoA-"Touch"
Talk about Korean hotness.
Again.Some parts are choppy.

These are songs from the summer album of SM Entertainment.
It's summer in Korea so this is the best way (for me that is..) to liven up the rainy days!:)

I wanted to upload two more songs.. but the server was bitchy.Haha!
So I decided to post a video to make up for the audio.
Bwahaha!

DBSK- "My Destiny"
I love how they sing in Japanese.The song's jazzy, I think.
Harhar!

Go and appreciate!
That's all for today.
Hehe:)

태 한 민 곡!!

2006-07-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

YEHEY!!
I CAN TYPE IN KOREAN!!

I'M SO HAPPY MY IME IS WORKING!

AFTER MONTHS OF CONTINUOUS TINKLING WITH THE PC'S CONTROL PANEL!

I CAN FINALLY TYPE!

김 재 중 사 랑 해!!!!

ON MY OWN!
YEHEY!!

둥 방 신 기!!

Who cares if the keyboard is full of little stickers?
My uncle probably would.

But it won't matter.

Anyway.

Current typing Speed: Below Average.

Harhar!
I'm so happy!!

Believe it or Not

2006-07-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

RHEA AND I, ALONG WITH KAREN, JEAN, TERE UNNI, SHALLIE UNNI, VICTORIA AND HER UNNI SAW LEE DONG WOOK TODAY AT EDSA SHANGRI-LA HOTEL BEFORE HE LEFT FOR THE AIRPORT! EVERYTHING HAPPENED SO FAST. WE WERE STARING AT HIM FOR ABOUT FIFTEEN MINUTES, FROM ABOUT TWELVE-THIRTY TO TWELVE FORTY-FIVE. WE WERE NOT MORE THAN FIVE FEET AWAY FROM HIM THE WHOLE TIME! HE IS SO GWAPO!!!!!AND HE IS SO SKINNY! I ALMOST DIDN'T RECOGNIZE HIM AND MY VERY WELL PRACTICED KOREAN SPEECH TURNED OUT CHOPPY AND BARELY COHERENT. I DIDN'T KNOW IF HE HEARD ME BECAUSE HE KEPT HIS HEAD BOWED DOWN ALL THE TIME. HE DIDN'T SMILE AT US BUT WE SAW HIM SMILE AT SOME PERSON, WHOEVER HE WAS.

RHEA AND I MET NEW FRIENDS AND WE WERE ALL SPAZZY ABOUT DONG-WOOK! WE WAITED ABOUT THREE HOURS AND I THINK IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT. IT WAS A REALLY GOOD EXPERIENCE. TOO BAD WE DON'T HAVE A CAMERA. BUT SHALLIE UNNI WAS KIND ENOUGH TO SHARE HERS.

THE FIRST PERSON IN HIS ENTOURAGE WE SAW WAS THE INTERPRETER WHICH HAPPENED TO BE VICTORIA'S UNNI'S CLASSMATE. BUT WE WEREN'T ABLE TO USE THAT TO OUR ADVANTAGE. ANYWAY, THE INTERPRETER ALONG WITH OTHER KOREAN PEOPLE SUDDENLY RODE A TAXI AND LEFT. AND WE THOUGHT THAT WAS THE END OF IT. WE DECIDED TO WAIT A COUPLE MORE MINUTES AND AFTER ABOUT AN HOUR WE SAW DONG WOOK'S STYLIST! HE WAS CUTE. WE ALMOST BEGGED A PICTURE. HE STAYED BEHIND THE COUCH WE WERE SITTING ON FOR A FEW MINUTES AND JUST WHEN WE HAD THE NERVE TO ASK HIM WHERE DONG WOOK WAS, HE SUDDENLY LEFT.

THEN WE STOOD UP AND WANDERED IN FRONT OF THE ELEVATOR. WE WERE TALKING TO THIS ONE NICE SECURITY GUARD AND ONE RUDE SECURITY GUARD. THE RUDE SECURITY GUARD KEPT ON TELLING US HE CHECKED OUT ALREADY. WELL DUH? HIS ENTOURAGE IS STILLE HERE BOI! WE'RE NOT STUPID CHICKS. ANYWAY, THE NICE GUARD KEPT TELLING US THAT HE HASN'T LEFT YET AND THAT HE'LL LEAVE THRU THE FRONT ENTRANCE. AND SO WE WAITED. THEN THE NICE GUARD TALKED TO SOMEONE ON HIS RADIO THING AND HE WAS SUDDENLY SO ALERT. THE NEXT THING I KNEW, LEE DONG WOOK WAS WALKING IN FRONT OF ME! HE WAS SO SKINNY AND UP TO NOW I CAN'T SEEM TO BELIEVE HE WAS THAT SKINNY!! HE WAS ABOUT A FEW INCHES TALLER THAN ME!! HE LOOKED REAL BEAUTIFUL IN A MASCULINE WAY. RHEA TOLD ME HOW COMICAL I LOOKED WALKING SIDEWARDS AND STUTTERING MY WELL PRACTICED KOREAN SPEECH THAT MEANT, "YOU'RE SO HANDSOME!".HAHA!

WE THOUGHT HE'D GO STRAIGHT TO SOME VAN BUT WE WERE WRONG!! OMG! HE LOUNGED FOR A WHILE ON THE CHAIRS BEHIND THE COUCH WE WERE SITTING ON EARLIER! OMG!! I CAN'T FORGET THE WAY HE WAS PLAYING WITH HIS BANDAGE. PARANG MY TASTAS KC. TAS HINIHILA HILA NIA!!! AND THEN THE HAIR BLOWING THING HE WAS DOING!! WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT WAS THE TIME WE TOOK OUR PICTURES, MOST OF THEM OF HIS SEXY BACK COVERED IN HIS GRAY SHIRT!!WAH!!!!!!!!HE LOOKED SO GOOD..HAY! AND I DON'T EVEN LIKE LIKE HIM! YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? I JUST WANTED TO SEE A KOREAN ACTOR. WOAH!HE WAS SO HANDSOME..HAYGU!!

ANYWAY, OF COURSE HE NEEDED TO LEAVE SOONER OR LATER. HE WALKED BY ME AGAIN, ABOUT A FEET AWAY FROM ME. WAH!! HE RODE THE VAN AND THEN JUST AT THE LAST MINUTE WAVED, NOT AT US. BUT THE OTHER STALKER GROUP.

HAY.QUITE DISSAPOINTED BECAUSE HE ACTED COMPLETELY OPPOSITE FROM THE SMILING, BUBBLY MAN ON TELEVISION. BUT MAYBE HE WAS ALREADY TIRED? WHADDDYA THINK?

ANYWAY. WORDS AREN'T ENOUGH. I SWEAR! I COULD GET USED TO STALKING KOREAN ACTORS. ACTUALLY I'M PRACTISING IN CASE DONG BANG COMES HERE AGAIN. HAYGU!! WHATTADAY!

JUDY: YOU WERE WITH US ALL THE TIME!..HAHA!!

PICS..(OF HIS BACK..HAHA!)

CUTE AS HELL!!!

HAYUP NA TO DINAAN DAANAN LNG KME!

RHEA'S MOMENT WITH LEE DONG WOOK'S BACK.

HIS INJURY!

MY MOMENT WITH LEE DONG WOOK'S BACK!HAHA!

SIDE VIEW!

JUDY IKAW KAUSAP KO SA FONE NYN!HAHA!!I LOOK LIKE SHIT I KNOW! BUT THE HELL I CARE! HARHAR!

I KNOW I KNOW! CALL IT PATHETIC OR JOLOGS OR WHATEVER YOU WANT! BUT I ENJOYED THIS UNFAMILIAR EXERCISE WE HAD TODAY. I STILL HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE. I STILL HAVE LOTS TO SHARE. HARHAR!

AS ALWAYS. JAEJOONG DON'T BE JEALOUS UR STILL NO.1

TRY AND TRY UNTIL YOU SUCCEED!

PRAY THE ROSARY AT TWO AM KNEELING BESIDE YOUR BED AND YOU WILL BE REWARDED!

THANKS AGAIN TO SHALLIE UNNI FOR PICS!

p.S. JUST AT THE LAST MINUTE. WE WERE CALLING LEE DONG WOOKS STYLIST FOR A PICTURE. HE REACTED AND KINDA JERKED HIS HEAD. BUT HE DIDN'T STOP FOR A PIC ANYMORE.HAYGU.

Un-enough

2006-07-23T17:54:00.000+08:00

currently watching Lee Dong-wook in youtube.

wants to strangle those two hosts who wear barely covered.

admires Dong-wook for being patient.

hope he doesn't think all of us loves exploitation of the flesh.

must watch again.

will try not to incinerate Luningning when she comes out.

Sign out.

Doomsday Conspiracy

2006-07-23T11:41:00.000+08:00

Let me quote one of my favorite authors for this particular post.
Doomsday: July 22, 2006
Conspiracy: Some evil force must have been responsible for all the damnable things we had to go through this day.

Doomsday Conspiracy is a Sidney Sheldon book about a number of people who were clueless about themselves witnessing a very serious matter. A spaceship with aliens just crashed into Mother Earth and every single witness was to be terminated...blah..blah..(I know nobody's interested)..

Now, it is quite analogous to our little adventure earlier. An airplane, care of Asiana Airlines arrived into NAIA last Thursday carrying a living, breathing, beautiful, WARM male specimen direct from Korea. Unfortunately, we weren't there to accidentally see this event so we decided to take matters into our own hands.

.Myself.Judy.Rhea..(they'd probably kill me for exposing the whole mess..but anyway..)..we just had to see Lee Dong-wook in person. So we went off trotting to ABS-CBN with merely the HOPES of seeing him (and I just want to tell you HOPES is an understatement..). But then..here comes the series of unfortunate and can I just say this one more time? damnable events.

1. WTF? is with Rafael Rossell wearing that bonnet? Is he a scream-worthy type of guy?

Ok..so that was just mere ranting..Lemme try again.

1.WTF? Is with guards and acting all power-happy (that was quoting Judy)? I know they’re just doing their work but can’t they just smile a bit and reject you subtlely?

2.That army-uniform-wearing receptionist is going to find himself jobless when I become Chief Executive Officer.

3.What is up with asking us if we’re TFC subscribers? “No we’re not!” But yeah..extremely flattered y’all!

4. I want to chop off the brain behind the idea of giving casting managers’ Saturdays off. Why can’t it have been
a Tuesday? or a Thursday?

5. Do we have to blame ourselves for lining up in Close-up’s Claim to Fame thing instead of Wowowee’s? Yeah..I think we do.

And when all hope was gone. We just decided to go to Mall of Asia and relax our drenched spirits. Call me pathetic but I literally gaspuh-ed (talk about having a mind of a three-year old) at that Big Globe (which I’m sure the Dong Bang boys laid eyes on). We wanted Lee Dong-Wook up there for several hours, just so we can ogle at him. The sight of the Pacific Ocean was also overwhelming, but bad luck was still right behind our backs.

5. How come no one told us that F***ch Ba***’s Fettuccini Alfredo practically smelled like shit and that they had to serve it in a humongous plate good for twelve? It tasted good though.

6. How come Mall of Asia sponsors shows for four-legged creatures and not two-legged ones? Although they can tie Lee Dong-wook in a leash for all I care! (Just Joking!)

7. David Sedaris!! Who the hell are you! I don’t know you! Do not visit the Philippines!! It won’t be a loss!!

8. While we were contemplating on just hailing a cab and riding ourselves into all possible hotels he might be staying, I came up with this monstrous idea of asking for a sign. “LORD! Let a handsome Korean guy in yellow walk by us!” It would mean he’s staying in Shang-ri La. Many guys came and went. But no one even closely resembled to “THE ONE” we were picturing in our minds. So we assumed he wasn’t staying there. But after one quick access to the internet! Boom! Sa Shang nga..Po*ah!

9.What is the chance that out of the many escalators in that gigantic establishment one would stop? Little right? Even teeny-weeny? But guess what? The one we were riding stopped, right when we were in the middle. WERD.este.Weird.

We then decided it was an unlucky day, slowpokes.damnet! Judy had the episode recorded so we just have to watch it sometime. But of course she watched it and I got a text message from her stating:

“AYSHET! PU***G *N*! UNG GUY NA NAKAD0NGW00k na ShIRT!!UNGKANINANGASAABS! ANDUN CYA! PUCHA! Nakita ko! Andun! Isa sa mga pRODUCER ATA! Punyeta!!”

There, we were eyeing this guy earlier, from what you’ve read he was wearing a Dong-wook shirt. We were about to approach him and beg our asses off, but due to certain circumstances and lack of facial thickness (wtf?). We weren’t able to ask him.

I’m really frustrated about how things turned out. But yeah..maybe it isn’t the right time for us to see him.Hehe. Judy. Rhea.

It has to be the stretch marks! Unless one of you confess about having some kinda birthmark on your butt cheeks. I did tell you I have a scar due to vaccine injection right? Harhar!

Just think about this.

If Dong Bang Shin Ki came here and I missed seeing them. This would be in tomorrow’s newspaper.

A GORGEOUS 17-year old girl stabbed herself to death after missing her beloved Jae Joongie’s live television appearance due to the studio’s audience capacity. The words Dong Bang Shin Ki written in blood was all over her home’s white tiled floor. A suicide note left by the GORGEOUS victim stated that she wanted her body cremated but her head cut off and specially framed. This was then to be sent to Jae Joong’s house. She claims that she wanted to watch over him forever. One reporter got hold of Jae Joong for a while and asked him to comment. “What a waste. She was a GORGEOUS girl. I could have loved her and married her and had children with her.” And right there and then she rose from the dead and they had twelve kids and lived happily ever after.

Bwahahaha! How is that for news reporting!!? Humor me on the gorgeous part will you? I’m writing my own death news(err..more like resurrection) here..Hahaha! If it were that easy!

Whew!Long entry..Whattaday.Need to rest!Good night everyone!

*I was supposed to post this yesterday night. But my connection kept on being bitchy. Do not read this post in the morning. You’ll get bad luck all day..Oopps..Too late..harhar!

Myocardial Infarction

2006-07-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

DAMMENET!!

I SHOULD HAVE INSISTED!

OR I SHOULD HAVE THREATENED MY MOTHER I'D JUMP OFF SOME ROOF!!

I suddenly remembered my Physio-Ana Lessons.

Seeing this pic..SERIOUSLY..made my heart beat faster.

He's causing some major turbulences in my bodily functions!

I wonder what song he was singing?

Can You see those small droplets of sweat!!?

Someone stop me from raping the PC Monitor.

Bwahahaha!

Huhu!!
Jae Joong AH!!!!!

Credits: Park Hee Bon + DBW

Fox Rain

2006-07-15T16:27:00.000+08:00

여우비 - Fox Rain

(Romanized as Yeo Woo Bi)

I've been listening to this song for about 3 hours already.

Yoochun composed this song.

Bwahaha!

Dong Bang's not your typical boy-toy group.Haha.

Four of them plays the piano and composes their music.

Chang Min..i know your own your way to composition as well!:)

If anybody's wanting to explore the vast K-pop music world.

Start with this song.

SOMEBODY GIVE ME THE LYRICS!!Yoochun YOU!!

My favorite part is Jae Joong singing,

"오지만"

(Ojiman)

Harhar!

Download Fox Rain Here..:)

FIGHT-sary

2006-07-15T13:48:00.000+08:00

JULY 14, 2006--> The one and only thing that isn't right about this day was that I was here in the Philippines and Dong Bang Shin Ki's in Malaysia having their concert. I would have been there if not for issues concerning parental desicion-making. I remember exactly two months ago:

MAY 14, 2006:

It was Mother's Day.

I wrote my diary entry for Kim Jae Joong.

I woke up late from a brandy-filled sleep.

My eyes were puffed like hell because of two hours of continuous crying.

I hated my mother more than anyone in this world that day. Ironic right?

I was supposed to be thanking her and saying my I-love-you's.

But I wasn't. Guess why? She didn't allow me to go to Malaysia. I hated her because I would have wanted that as an early gift for the celebration of my 18th birthday this year. I was willing to pay for it and close my bank account that I have had since I was 7. I was willing to spend all my Christmas and birthday money for a mere sight of Kim Jae Joong dancing again up in stage. 18 years of monotony that might have ended yesterday if my mother got a little open-minded and optimistic. Did I tell you she promised me she would allow me? But yeah..the promise turned out to be a ruse. It snapped with one phone call from my aunts in Dubai. They didn't help much.

And so. I wasn't able to type this up yesterday due to bone-deep depression.

I spent all day yesterday imagining what Jae Joong was doing.

Hehe.

Pathetic as hell.

Routh is Fire!

2006-07-03T18:58:00.000+08:00

"Superman Returns"

Watched: June 30, 2006

Where: SM St. Lazarus..hehe..

Money spent: 140 (cinema) + 75 (food) + 20 (fektyur) = do the math.

Halay Meter: Tingtingtingtingting!!-->this is not unexpected considering the fact that Rhea and I were together. Zhar! I never thought ha! Dalaga k n nga..Partida..no sign of Joplanne and Lai..hehe.

Brandon Routh is sin..err..lust.. personified!

He looked unhuman.

Now that I think about it..

He does look superhuman.

Super good looks.

Super hot bod.

Note: Ky Zhar ang ulo at abs.

Ky Rhea..Paa n lng iyo!!

Ky akin..ang kambyo bow..

Bwahahaha!
Halay meter on the go..!!

Super flying choreography.

Super limited "vocabulary".

There wasn't much dialogue in the film.

But it was still very enjoyable.

The famous line..

"I'm always around."

Haha!

And oh!

Spoiler: He's a superdada too.:)

Jae..don't be jealous.

Your still number 1!

hehe.

Hoping It's Henna

2006-06-29T19:26:00.000+08:00

Aigoo.
I have pages 127-131 of my Pharmaceutical Dosage Forms Book to memorize.
I just ate Coffee Crumble hoping it would help me last through a probably sleep-deprived night.
I've really been shaky this day.
Why?
Because my muscular system and my cardiovascular system work in sync everytime I see Sir JC go through the small pile of index cards on his desk.
I hate it.
I hate recitation.
And then there was that Spanish "short skit".
It was really nice.
Although I didn't understand what was being said most of the time.
So there!
Yehey!
I swore to myself I'd talk about my day for this post.
But then again, it doesn't mean I can't talk about anything else right?
So here goes.

Judy!

If you happen to pass by this page.

This is what I was asking about.

The Photoshop thing.

I want my name on his back!
Bwahahaha!
However photoshop-manipulated it might be!

But Jae!

Did you really have to have it that big?

Hoping it's really henna...

Credits to: DongBangWorld+Death Angel

Picture Perfection

2006-06-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

I miss 2G-Pharmacy.and that is an under-under-statement.
So I just have to rush towards one thing that makes me happy and poor at the same time.
Dong Bang Love.

This picture made my day.
I rarely see his teeth.
Haha.

Don't they look like ordinary boys?
Lucky ones at that for having license to watch the World Cup?
They look so happy.

Rhea!!I miss you!!Hehe!
Kya nga naman handog ko ito sa'yo!
Miss ko na Dong Bang Loving nten.Haha!

Meke's flat yummy tummy.Bwahahaha!

Achaka c Yunho!

And some JaeHo loving.Haha!

Je...사랑에!

Yep.I know.Horrible editing skills:Paint lng..due to undeniable Photoshop illiteracy.
I just can't help but wonder how alluring that pose is.
I can't even see his face.
Hot as hell...Rawr!

Done!
Credits to Crystal of Bellemode and Bellemode as well.:)

Nascent Relations

2006-06-07T15:52:00.000+08:00

Oh!
It's almost a month since I last blogged..
I have lots to share..
This is going to be a long post..

First:BrownOut

Last Saturday..I had humongous plans for the television.
The new episodes of "The Suite Life of Zack and Cody" were about to be aired on Disney Channel.
Followed by Bruce Willis' "The Kid"
And then some Tommy Lee Jones' movie on HBO.
And of course PBB's the Big Night..
But I wasn't able to watch even one of those shows because the heavens decided to go all violent on me and poured down gallons and gallons of rain and wind..(uh..what's air's unit of measurement?..physical chemistry..come back to me..)..
Anyway...with nature in all its splendor..she wanted all eyes on her..the damned electricity was cut off: the very reason of my sanity..electricity was my friend when my mom decided i cannot go swimming..
So I was expecting a hot, dark, humid night..but it didn't turn out horrible after all.
Without the television, I got to bond with my family.
My sister and I decided to sit down outside and watch the rain. It was beautiful. We were singing on the top of our lungs since no one can hear us thru the thunder.
Then when the bolts of thunder stopped crashing on the earth's atmosphere, we went inside, she slept.
I, on the other hand, asked my Florante and Laura-reciting father a simple question that had us discussing mysterious matters up to one o'clock in the morning.
My father watches Eli Soriano, I believe that in his heart, he isn't Catholic anymore.
Anyway, I asked him how people in that religion ask for penance from their sins.
He told me that you ask for forgiveness from the one you have hurt and from God Himself.
After that came the lecture of how Christ would descend from the heavens on a cloud on Judgment Day.
Of how we will be judged.
Of why we should do good.
Of how everything was in accordance to the will of God.
And then to how Rizal wasn't supposed to be our national hero.
Of how Bonifacio was the rightful one.
And finally, of how life itself has got no meaning.no point.
I always knew my father was a deep person.
But I never knew just how deep and complex until that night power supply failed me.
Bwahahaha!
Bsta!
Pop was wonderful and I learned a lot.
It's surprising how most of us get to talk about GOd only when there is no other thing left to do.

Second: Enrollment

3E Pharmacy
New set of classmates.
But I'm still grateful.
I've got a wonderful schedule.
And oh!
I won't have to climb four flights of stairs.
All our classrooms are located in the first two floors of the main building.

Third: Dong Bang Shin Ki (Finally!!My favorite topic)

I got my ALL ABOUT TVfXQ DVD!!!
I'm waiting for the photobook.
Yap!
It did scrape off a lot of bucks from my bank account.
But it gave me lots of happiness..
Bwahahaha!
Truly.
And I finally got to watch those banjun's!!
Dangerous Love!!---->funny as hell..
I'm loving Jae even more..
ANd I've got the World Cup High!!
Go Taegeuk Warriors!RED DEVILS!GO COREA!Bwahaha!
How can I not support them when these is how it's advertised?

^^That shirt is on sale. Money..please pour down from the heavens!!

^^Jae's number's 33.

^^The one biting his nails?

^^Oh, that's my future lover.

^^He would be fathering my twelve children.

^^And beside my eyeliner wearing boy-toy is his man-lover..

^^Bwahahah!Jaeho is the best gay kop-ur.

^^P.S. The love of my life is not gay. He's just pretty as hell.

Pictures: Credits to Crystal of Bellemode.:)

In two years time, Rhea, Ate Hatty and I would be in Korea.

I swear I'm going to inhale the air he breathes before I look for a darned job.

Jae Joong wait for me.

Bwahahaha!

What I learned?

I'm going to die an old maid.

All because of Jae Joong.

When it hurts, it's real.

Censor my thoughts..

2006-05-15T16:44:00.000+08:00

Just saw loads of Jae pics..
Having access to Bellemode's picture forum is just heaven!
Lots of pics to ogle at and fantasize..
Bwahahaha!

What I learned?

I can't get enough of him.He makes me think lustful things. And those shiny lips makes me want to eat ice cream..

Of Pianos and voices

2006-05-11T15:34:00.000+08:00

Yap..

I've contented myself with listening to a freshly downloaded Jae Joong song..

Why does his voice sound ethereal?other-wordly?

And the piano just makes the tears fall.Hay...

What I learned?

I'm blogging twice today..

And it wasn't even supposed to be about Jae Joong..

It's about winglin giving me fits..

The guy drives me nuts..

damn.

Equinox

2006-05-11T14:08:00.000+08:00

How pathetic am I?

I don't know what's been happening to me lately..

I've become so good..

Washing every stinking plate..

Cleaning the house..

Not watching tv in the hopes of saving electricity..

I don't even go out..

My sister and brother go to the mall twice a week with their friends..

I'm actually all alone now..for the nth time..

Where are your friends when you need them..hay..

I've also taken a liking to playing solitaire.

You know about that belief that if you finish the game you get a wish?

That's why..

hehe..pathetic..

What I learned?

Ting!

Now I know why I've been good.

I'm hoping my good deeds would equal a YES from my mother to go to Malaysia to meet the furture husband..

Har har!

Creaky Joints

2006-05-06T10:35:00.000+08:00

Ang sakit ng singit ko.

Huhu.

Amf!

Taekwondo peeps..outing tomorrow.

Shy type-I'm not coming.

Haha.

I'm just going to drain the telephone's prepaid load.

What I learned?

It's so hard to write updates.

Hay.

Hang ME

2006-05-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

I hate hanging..

That was the last lesson..

I hate it..

For now..

I almost cried trying..

And now that it's all over..

I'm stuck again at home..

ARgh!

Imprudence

2006-04-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

Ah..I'm not really sure on how to define the title.

It just sort of popped into my mind..

I currently have an unhealthy mental state..

Shux!

I'm a MURDERER!

I killed an innocent chicken..

Reckless Driving you may call it..

I'm new!

So don't blame me please.

I hope I sent her/him to chicken heaven.

Anyway the chicken seemed quite drunk.

It just suddenly appeared out of nowhere and smashed right into the left headlight.

Haha!
Committing suicide..who knows..

Or maybe due to the pains caused by my first taekwondo training yesterday night.

Yes!

I have found something to do!

Kicking, punching, quite brutal..

We also ran around the sportscenter oval three times...

I take it back..

Two times..and walked off the last round..

Haha..barefoot I say!

It was fun considering my kimchi mode for the past month..

What I learned?

Chatting with Te Hatz on the phone is like committing sin.

About a thousand more years in purgatory..i hope.

NOt straight into hell.

Haha!

Gold-digger

2006-04-20T14:31:00.000+08:00

Problem: Money

For what: DBSK's Second concert

When: July 14

Where: AMf! Malaysia

Would give: Everything within the moral boundaries

I can't believe they're having their second concert before my birthday!
Shit!

I have to have money!
Fast!
After stagnant living, since vacation.

I've never been this sparked up!

ARGH!!!!

Philippine Charity Sweepstakes!!
I have got to Win!!

Huhu!!

I want!!!

Jae Joong Oppa!!

Huhu!!

What I learned?

Money is important.

Especially if you have plans to marry a Korean superstar,

And oh! Have twelve sons with him as well.

Harhar!

Donations are very welcome!

You guys.

Haha!

Class Picture Blunders

2006-04-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

I love my brother.

I never thought I would admit that.

But he keeps me sane these past few days.

Sane from my crazy world of having nothing to do besides eat and sleep.

It was clearance day yesterday.

I also got our class picture.

And when I got home,

my brother and I decided to play a little game.

I would ask him questions about 2G Pharmacy and he would choose from the class picture.

Here goes.

1. Who do you think has a boyfriend?

Paolo points: Manilyn, SB, Karen, Grace, Ryza

2. Who do you think has got the highest grades?

(I limit the choices to the first and second rows)

Paolo points: Kathleen, Honey, Aleli

3. Who do you think are the two Maristians?

Paolo points: Paul and Jo Marie

4. Who do you think is from the seminary?

Paolo points: Paul

5. Who do you think is from Taiwan?

Paolo points: Pei Chei

And some questions are better left unsaid.

Hehe.

But the highlight of our little game was when he said:

"Ate," points to Ael, "India man ba 'to?"

(I burst out laughing)

and oh!when he said,

"Asan nga ba c Te Happee? Ah eto," points to Charlene.

(I burst out laughing even more)

Oh! I will miss 2G!

*Big sigh*

No offense to anyone!

What I learned?

Something totally unconnected to my entry.

Boredom can really make you crazy.

I was crying a lot a while ago,

For lack of better things to do.

Hehe!

Family Portrait

2006-04-07T14:49:00.000+08:00

Are there mail-order friends or company?

Cause if there are please send me one!?

I am pathetic.

You know Wade?
That computer-whiz in Kim Possible?

I feel just like him.

I have got a computer and a white cat as company.

That's right.

My parents have suddenly morphed into cat-loving people.

My mother actually brings home goodies for the cat.

Although he wasn't bought.

Rather, she was just some stray who has found love and attention here in our home.

Yap.

My father who used to carry marbles in his pocket to hit dogs?

There he is, petting the kitty.

I really don't understand people.

Hehe.

I don't expect much from my brother and sister.

My sister who has got her thumb working twenty-four hours texting some person.

My brother who spends his time playing the guitar.

And take note.

I beg him to share his knowledge and what does he do?

He makes music cracking his big toe bone.

Shux.

My family is weird.

What I learned?

When you are alone, your mind travels real far.

And you suddenly dream of becoming a novelist.

Halcyon-ville

2006-04-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

Greetings!

From my "TRUE" home.

Yef!

After 10 years.

I'm back.

Hehe.

Where there is no KBS.

Where there is no Yahoo Messenger.

Where internet access is very limited.

No GOM PLayer.

Where nobody could relate to my absurdity.

Where all people can think about is washing dishes.

Where there is no free text.

But nevertheless, it's home.

Even if it's so hot here.

Bwahaha!
I can't seem to stop myself from pointing out this place's amenities, or lack thereof.

At least, my mom won't miss me anymore.

Hahaha!

OK!

Time's up.

What I learned?

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I miss unlimited internet so badly.

Bwahaha1

Ya!

I did miss my family you know..

Bizarre Realms

2006-04-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

My room is a total mess.

The floor is so cluttered up with pieces of paper from the recently-ended school year, cd's, and lots of other stuff.

I am actually afraid that the clutter, with the help of some external force, might produce some kind of blackhole that would suck me up into another dimension, hopefully landing me in front of Jeje's doorstep.

I want to take a summer job.

Unfortunately, all those years in elementary, apparently didn't teach me anything.

I don't know how to make a good-old-bio data.

I want to take piano lessons again, for the fourth time.

I actually think I'm gonna make it this time.

I've got three inspirations.

Bwahahaha!

I wanna do yoga.

I want to get my belly button pierced.

I'm just worried about a teeny weeny thing.

I've got a mole right were you get your belly button pierced.

Don't moles have roots?

I wonder..

Would I get mole cancer if I have it pierced?

And I wanted to share the weirdest dream I had this past week.

Jeje: you know, the man I want to have 12 kids with?

There, he was in UST wearing the Pharmacy Uniform.

And, while he was walking his sexy walk, in front of the cashier's office,

we had this eye-contact moment.

And yes, I was about to follow him and obey his every bidding,

when I stumbled and found Ken, another classmate, holding my ankle, preventing me to go worship my master.

Bwahaha.

It was so funny.

And that's about the end of my romantic interlude with Jeje.

Hehe.NOt!.I'm so pathetic these days.

Jeezh.

My brain's turning into goo.

I wonder about the most unimportant things.

What I learned?

You know you love someone,

If you cry your eyes out for him.

And yef!
I think I do.

Bwahahaha!

Boredom Kills

2006-03-29T13:52:00.000+08:00

*A BIG BIG sigh*

That was strong enough to break first little pig's house.

Finally!!

It's officially summer!

No more biostat defenses!
That was probably the one thing I don't wanna go through again.

Although I know I would.

Ok Lng.

Two years to prepare.

Ahm.

Walang masabe.

I wanted to blog yesterday.

While the adrenaline rush was still "sky high".

(Winks to Judy and Lea)

Unfortunately,

My grandparents were here.

I didn't want to use the computer while they were in residence.

why?
I'm afraid my Alzheimer's inflicted grandmother might ask questions.

I'm scared of her.

Haha.

Anyway.

After we had our thesis book binded yesterday,

Lea, Judy, Zhar, Rhea and I

went malling.

And it was fun.

Wala tlga ko makwento.

That's about it.

What I want to learn?
How to order stuff from yesasia.

I've been hearing how wonderful the Jap album of TVXQ is.

I want a copy.Haha.

Drooling spree

2006-03-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

How?

Do I stop drooling?

I don't have some god-awful disease.

Nor do I have flaccid paralysis.

I have the "obsession" bug.

It's so severe.

I'm trying to find a summer job because of it.

Nagiging maniac dn ako.

I spend hours in front of the computer as well.

Problem is, I don't really want to cure it.

It really is disturbing.

What I learned?

Jeje's beauty is dangerous for my health, read: physical and mental.

And I'm not lesbian.

Be still my heart.

P.S. I really should be doing my part in our thesis right now.

I can't concentrate.

He is so darn FATAL!

The Abominable Smokebelcher

2006-03-23T16:25:00.000+08:00

When your section gets dissolved,

Do not! I repeat do not!

Do the following.

1. Rummage through your room. You will find amongst the clutter, a very tempting-brand-new-state-of-the-art-sealed-Sony-blank-tape. And you will find yourself, recording your voice in your deteriorated radio which you find out, only record the songs from its own FM stations. But still, you get desperate, and you find a microphone, aha!..there it is. You plug it onto the radio, and you talk real nonsense, even playing your guitar. But you still fail, and you didn't hear one word of what you said when you played the tape. It's still Sam Milby's voice singing "Wherever you will go", which by the way, happened to be the only thing you were able to record.

2. Start a phone conversation with your friend at 11 pm, with your reason being "make the most out of the time you have". Do not especially do this when your wireless telephone has some kind of timer that cuts the line whenever you reach 59 seconds.

3. End the telephone conversation at 5 am, and in the interim, about 3 am, eat a lot of crumpy choco. You will get a weird sensation in your stomach when you wake up. You will also get sore throat, due to severe paranoia that the boogeyman will eat you if you attempt to go down the stairs and brush your teeth.

4. Lastly, do not do all of this if you have micro para and biostat finals the next day. You will get your head bumped real hard. You will fail both exams, and you would surrender everything to God by singing "Lord I offer my life" in the Main Building hallways.

What I learned?

All of these thing will be forgotten, after you have eaten Coke Float and fries in McDonald's with your would-be-ex-classmates. Then you'll realize, true friends do know how to make you feel better. And! dark-green-almost-black "strike-ribbons"..are kinda cute.Haha!

Unaccepted stuff

2006-03-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

I brought my hard-bound biochemistry book for the biochem finals.

Hoping I would be able to cram for fifteen minutes.

Guess what?

The precious fifteen minutes were spent mourning over the truth and nothing but!

We are 2G no more.

Not because we'll be 3G.

But because we'll be like those Sodium Chloride crystals that when put in water, would completely ionize.

In layman's terms, we'll be dissolved, and the reaction is definitely irreversible.

Ever since we learned during our first year days, that we might get dissolved, the thought has been terrorizing us ever since.

Sure there are times we wanted it done and over with,

But two years of "togetherness" and "ups and downs" (naks!), is not easy to forget.

Imagine those people sa Big Brother house.

Kung makangawa parang namatayan pag napalayas.(hehe!)

We might not be that vocal in expressing our frustrations on "what might have beens" for the next school year.

But it's definitely there.

The approximate distribution would be seven students per section.

Take note: It's alphabetical.

Which means the S people I'm mostly with, would still be together.

Meaning I, being an M will be with the M people.

Which is really not that bad.

My thoughts aren't quite cohesive as of the moment.

I don't think I'm making much sense.

But un.

Magkakahiwalay hiwalay na kme.

But we'll definitely see each other again.

Maybe not as often as we would want.

But as often as we need to pour out our well-kept stories that only a two-year friendship would understand.

Parang wala n tlga kong sense..

Meron p ba.??
Hehe..

What I learned?
Bad news before an exam, is bad news doubled. Try to reserve it after, when you could already "dirtyfy" your uniform by kicking your legs on the floor in frustration. Plus you could also cry your eyes out and not worry about your dispersed mascara. Not that I use one, but Rhea does.:)

BrainFreeze

2006-03-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

My head hurts.

Try chomping down two scoops of ice cream plus crushed ice..Ow!

Aigoo! Jeje is so hot! He melts the ice in my brain and makes me want to..uhm..eat more ice cream..hehe..

We had our last physical chemistry torture sheet knina. I just wasted my good old white uniform plus 60 pesos as transportation money. The test made me ask myself, "Am I in the right classroom?", "Is this the right test?". I wasn't sure of one single answer. Except maybe about the osmosis thingy. I would've been really stupid to not get that. Osmosis has been in my cerebrum since my darn-botany-days.

So, what am I doing in front of the computer now? I've got about 30 enzymes to memorize, all of which are utilized in the mitochondria which is so damned microscopic I've been wondering why-the-hell are we still meddling with its quiet "factory-like" work.

AYAKO NA MAG-ARAL!
(at least for the time-being)

For heaven's sake!! Summer na! My brother and sister's just bumming around our house!! Stop this nonsense!!

What I learned?
Ah, Jeje could make me want to eat more ice cream and make me forget studying too!
I don't really know if that's a good or bad thing.

Masochism Chateau

2006-03-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

Headline News:
Laboratory 10 is officially dubbed as the masochism chateau

The freakazoids are on it again.
They returned every piece of evidence that I, Xtne..will definitely get a low..more like fu*kin' low grade in Microbiology, if not a failing mark.

The first practical was the biggest blow of all.
Ampucha..23 wrong answers among 30 questions??!..(you do the math..).

Then the Finals exam was returned.
How could I have missed the instruction: Write A for X and B for Y!!!
Kya pala..I..only I, have the letters X and Y as answers for Test II.
And I assure you, I wasn't trying to be original or anything..

Then the practical test we had.
I was so proud I could pronounce "Gyraulus convexiusculus".
I was so proud I knew that "Parathelpusa grapsoides" was the secondary intermediate host of "Paragonimus westermani".
We even made crazy mnemonics.
But!!
We still weren't able to ah.."utilize" our knowledge as Ma'am Daya would say.

And last but not the least..
The quiz!!!
The damn quiz!!!
My answers were sponsored by Kris, Andrew, Te Hatty.
But the biggest sponsor of all, Jacq.
We were cheating right under Freakazoid no. 1's nose.

So..after all those heartbreaking moments.
I got teary-eyed before dismissal.
Kath got teary-eyed too.
But Judy was so funny.
She really cried. Haha.

What I learned?
Knowledge cannot be measured by practical tests, it may not reflect on the torture sheets, but at least when I see a cow, I can proudly say: "Aha! That is an animal susceptible to Taenia saginata!".Kya nila un?

Martians take me!

2006-03-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

The spirit is willing.
But the flesh is weak.

Well maybe the spirit isn't willing, but the flesh is definitely weak.

I hope I can live in Mars for the next two weeks.
I think they have more hours daily than our measly 24 here on Earth.

There just isn't enough time for Biostatistics defenses and Parasitology handouts and Physical Chemistry Lectures and f*cking Literature Scrapbooks, more like Crapbook.

The freakazoids just add to my perpetually growing list of concerns.
(To know who the freakazoids are, please refer to my Multiply account. Thank you.

There's just two weeks left for this semester but the load we have is good for, maybe a whole new sem.

What I learned?

Completely nothing, except perhaps that the lower the melting point the higher the degree of unsaturation, but what has that got to do with real life anyway?

Harassed?

2006-03-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

What goes up must come down.
It's called Karma.

Judy was planning on ambushing some guy at school and then pretending she knew him from somewhere. And we were so excited to see how it would turn out.

But now, I'm not that excited.

I was on my way home with SB and we were riding this big jeepney. I was so happy because usually, we weren't comfortably seated. But this time, we were the only ones riding the jeep except for these two women up in front. Then just as these women disembarked from the jeep, five men, between the ages of 18-20 rode the jeep and positioned themselves in a way that SB and I were in the middle. Then the guy beside me poked me in the shoulder and exclaimed in a loud voice..

"Kilala kita ah!"

Then I get this look on my face that says:

'Duh!? Pano kita makikilala eh ang mga lalaking kilala ko lng eh mga classmates ko..'

Then he said..

"Ay sorry, kala ko c Sarah.."

Like who the hell is Sarah?!

And SB was not talking anymore.

Then these guys, were like..

"Pare d mo pala kilala eh, d magpakilala tayo!"

Then I told SB.

"SB, bka holdapin tyo.."

Then this guy in orange (too bad he was kinda cute), said:

"Pare mukha daw tyong holdaper, natatakot na sayo, pno yn..mas nakakatakot ako.."

But they were really saying it in a comical way so I wasn't really that disturbed.

They didn't look like criminals but this guy beside me was really pissing me off! He was like:

"UST dn b kyo.? UST dn kc kme eh."

And I said.."O cge, O cge.."

Then before he went down, he said "Miss, sorry tlga.."

And I was thinking..

'Sorry your ass!.You did that deliberately!'

What a couple of jackasses.

I actually gave them the finger..actually..their backs the finger.

I just couldn't do it in front of their faces.

What I learned?
Never ride an empty jeep. It's just so vulnerable to the rejects of nature. Am so bad!

A Charlatan's Creed

Of Holidays and Anniversaries

ReadandLeavemeahelloafteryouredone!

95th Post

Cheers and Perils

Psychological Warfare

14 Sai No Haha

DOLOR

Miracles

Jaw Dropping

Infiltration

How?

Oh Jae!

The Beginning

Fanfiction

Batch 2008

Square One

Photocopy

Insights from Jae Joong

Overdue

S-E-N-I-O-R

Goodbye Laptop

Korean Village

Get Together

Dugong Pinoy

Estrella

Deydiabu

Simple Life

Hong Chao Shi

Tagalized

W-H-Y?

Binibirocha

Christine at Pasilio (1-C)

After 10 Years...

The Other Angel

A Special Day

Family Bonding Experiment

Goong S!

AnnYeong 2007!!!

He's Back

One Week

Guilty

Anniversary!!:)

Calendar Boys

Kpop Love

Smurf-land

Quadruple Yuk

Grand Slam

Invisible Claws

Balloons..^_^

Destiny?

Bloody Hell!

Distinctions

Suburban Pleasures

Sand Castles

Eureka!

Z.O.D.I.A.C.

Dong Bang.I miss!

Yaoi Randomness

So "Phar" from passing..

Is it just me?

Marathon 101

Cobweb-infested mind

*i feel happy*

Sweet 16!

Asian Invasion

태 한 민 곡!!

Believe it or Not

Un-enough

Doomsday Conspiracy

Myocardial Infarction

Fox Rain

FIGHT-sary

Routh is Fire!

Hoping It's Henna

Picture Perfection

Nascent Relations

Censor my thoughts..

Of Pianos and voices

Equinox

i feel happy