Saturday, August 11, 2007
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Jaw Dropping
Gawd!
Panoorin nio!
Potangina!
Ang galing!
Sorry..:)
Napamura n tlga ko..
Hyo Yeon and Jae Won
POTANGINGA!
HAHA!
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Infiltration
Eto na lng..
Salamat Joplanne.
Now. I am aware.:)
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
How?
THE FUTURE!
Mine.I mean.Or ours.Could be.
In just a few months, I would be marching and graduating and putting RPh at the end of my name! (RPh: Registered Pharmacist)..At nineteeen! Provided, of course that I pass the board examination. I'm eighteen years old right now. Good Lord! I'm basically a kid! Really I consider 18/19 as that! I'm not even legal yet! I am frightened by the responsibilities awaiting me. Especially now that both my parents are retired already and as I am the eldest, I am obliged to provide for US. For my family. The biggest responsibility in the world. So how am I going to do that at 19?
I am making a big deal of the age. I know. But I do have to chase after my dreams too, right? How paradoxical that I think I'm too young to work, but too old to do the things I really want. I am confused.
And.
Confusion is a bitch. The first-class kind.
(I was trying to be poetic. But I think I'll stick to less emotional variations of creative writing.)
This is a nice picture right?
Sorry.I just had to have one thing in here I am sure about.
GO FIGYUR.
Err..Scratch that last part. The picture won't cooperate.Comes out all blurry.
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
Oh Jae!
Jae Joong says:
There is a LOVE TECHNIQUE... for example, if you find the car of the girl you like, you throw your cellphone in there.
Amazing. The way he thinks. Gah! Haha!
*sings*That's why I love you!:)
That statement---> CUTE!CUTE!CUTE!
Ok. Kill me now. Haha!
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
The Beginning
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
Fanfiction
I'm reading, OMG, what an ugly font, wait, let me change it.There. Trebuchet is the best font ever. Haha! Anyway as I was saying. I'm reading AND writing fics again. Since I was in high school, I've loved reading fan fiction. It's just so amazing how a lot of people are such GOOD writers.I just love it!It's just so nice reading.
So the point is, I stayed up until about one yesterday night with me reading a fic and my sister watching television. We went up, unwillingly because my mother suddenly decided to wake up in the middle of the night just to question us, sarcastically at that if we wanted to go blind. Hehe. So we decided to go up. I found my brother sleeping in my bed so I went to lie down in his bed which happened to be beside Jermaine's bed. I'm gonna give you a minute to digest that. OK? DOne? So instead of sleeping, what we did was talk about things. I asked her about what the latest gossip was around our subdivision. BECAUSe! If you needed to know anything, and I MEAN ANYTHING about ANYONE on our subdivision, it's my sister you should ask. Not that she's actually the biggest gossip around. She just knows things.Clairvoyant maybe. OR maybe not.
Haha! So, unintentionally, we talked about couples. About who's with who, who broke up with who, and stuff like that. What pissed me off, is that from her stories, every freakin' 14 year old in here has got a freakin' boyfriend. Not that I am bitter. Really. NO. It's just that my no-boyfriend-since-birth self truly wonder. WONDER. AS IN WONDER. About what, I'm not sure. Maybe about the fact that at 18. I haven't done anything. NOt just the boyfriend thing. I haven't done anything!I feel like I'm wasting my young years behind. If I was a fly, I'd be in the molting stage you know? The stage where I won't grow anymore and forever live your life flying over trash cans or if you're really unlucky, be killed by some plastic swatter over a glass table.
What could I possibly do that would make me feel like I've achieved something? I TRULY WONDER.
We probably slept at around 2: 30 am, around time when my sister said my breath stinks already. Haha! I also had a weird dream last night. I dreamt that Syler, the psychotic character in HEROES was our neighbor and he was dead-set on killing us all. Talk about "magulo ang isip". Hehe. I definitely have a lot of things, bad things in my mind.
On the bright side, I have started a fic. I am writing again. Hehe. Just a few chapters pa lang, but still, the plot has been brewing in my mind for the longest time. I started just this afternoon. I finally decided to start this one even though I still have two fics hanging. O d b? Haha! I'm wishing myself good luck for this one. I really want to finish this. I must not have writer's block.
Hay. Just a few more days. Back to school. I hope something changes. Something, that word again.
I hate it.
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Monday, June 04, 2007
Batch 2008
Last May 30, our 20-day hospital internship ended with a BANG. Hehe. Cliche. I know. But I couldn't find any other term that could be related to a hospital and still promote the same meaning. Get what I mean? Anyway, that means I would be having my long-awaited and fully deserved vacation.
May 31, however, wasn't considered to be vacation YET since it was enrollment and I had to go to school and officially become a senior. The day did not start well. The enrollment was supposed to be at 11 and unluckily I got hold of the check that would pay for my education at about 11:30 or so. I didn't know where my ID was so I was itching to just get past the guards and into the gymnasium, but MAN! The guard there was tough. Turns out we needed to get something to sign before we can go inside. I breathed since he wasn't looking for the ID. But then! After I signed the damn document, I was again in a hurry to get inside but apparently the god of luck turned its back on me and one of the guards decided to go almighty, "Miss yung id mo?". I answered back in an exasperated tone that it was with the hospital since they needed it for my certificate when I really had no idea of its whereabouts. He decided to go witty this time asking me that they, the hospital, had to have some kind of substitute for my id PLUS mocking me with his, "Di ba hindi ineentertain sa loob yung walang id?". FUCK OFF would you? I have been enrolling in here for years already and you say that to my face right now?! Haha! I got past the bastard anyway with myself shouting at him. The first time I have ever shouted at a guard. I was feeling guilty the whole day. HEHE.
SO. ONto the official start of my vacation. June 1. 12 more days to go before school starts. Depression and frustration started creeping in. YES. That early. I was getting nuts trying to figure out ways to amuse myself other than sleeping and watching Gray's Anatomy. I was getting nuts listening to my mother's continuous bickering. My father's and sister's constant fight over the freaking charger almost put me over my limit until my uncle sent me a wonderful text message: "Tin gusto mo ng digital copy ng Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows?" HELL YES!! And so right this moment, I have already read half of the anticipated book. Haha! I know it probably was a stolen copy but I don't care! I need to amuse myself!! HAHA! Unfortuantely, the other half is yet to be downloaded. And with that, amusement is over.
I called Rhea yesterday to whine about how I see the days melting past with myself just sitting and putting things in my mouth. I want to go somewhere, ANYWHERE! Hay, I just probably would get myself enrolled in a dance class. Hehe. Yep, I originally planned for voice lessons but I want to get muscles and I wouldn't get that with singing right? Actually, I was to go look for classes here in the net but then I just found myself typing this ridiculously long entry oozing with negativity so I'd just end it here. I'll see you when I see you!:)
ON a slightly positive note: Happy Birthday Park Yoochun.:)
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Square One
The number of my toes and fingers combined isn't enough to count the number of days since I have last updated in here. My last post was about something that I would remember forever but the physical souvenirs from that trip has already faded. Non-theatrically put, wala na kong sunburn. I was really busy this past month and I sometimes wish for that darker skin tone once again to convince myself that I have actually enjoyed the summer sun, sand and sea before I have confined myself into air-conditioned rooms wearing a laboratory gown.
If I closed my eyes a month ago, I would probably hear the waves crashing against the rocks and the shores. Right now, I close my eyes and hear an endless printing sound, the slight hum of a conveyor belt and let's not forget the not-so-distant&soft bang of a box against a stainless steel table. (This whole paragraph is actually a product of emotional instability right now, drama mode in other words..) But you get the point don't you? This is the most unsummer-summer of my entire life. If that made sense.
For those among you who actually reads this stuff and probably find it nonsensical, let me lay it down for you one by one.This is among those rare times where I get to go home an hour early. MAKATI is far away from home. BUt why don't we start from GENDRUGCHEM&CO.
I wanted to make a separate entry for my manufacturing internship. I actually had a title ready for it. Chronicles of a Twenty Day Internship. Obviously..I didn't manage to find the time to do it. Well, it didn't matter much since the manufacturing process itself wasn't at all interesting. We only experienced the latter part of that process. PACKAGING Behybi!YEah! Say that with me..BEYBI! Anyway, a lot of tiny tablets, capsules had to be counted and bottled, and then these bottles had to be labeled and these labeled bottles have to be boxed and these boxed labeled bottles had to be placed in even bigger boxes and then finally shipped into stores after undergoing several tests. Believe me, the work force behind every single Biogesic you take in is unbelievably huge. And take note that you buy that for a marked retail price of about three pesos. Not to mention the station preferences of the Kuya's and Ate's there. "Kausapin mo ang ingrown mo.." I almost believed an ingrown was capable of opinions or witty conversations. Yeng Constantino was also forever bawling in the background with her I-have-to-admit powerful voice. It's just that her songs started sounding the same to me. There was also the quest to find who JR Siaboc really was. The Love Radio jingle that was unwelcome in my head but nevertheless stayed there for quite a while and was coming out of my mouth at random times without my knowing. Some memorable people, gossip, the celebrities in there, feeding time every two hours and of course my friends made it a little more bearable. Ayshet ang haba na..:)
Now training at Makati Medical Center immediately a day after GenDrug was more culture shock than total burnout. In there, there were no Kuya's or Ate's only Maa'm's and Sir's. The three meals a day we were used to having at GENDRUG decreased to one. From having zero expense a day, it shot up to 200 pesos a day. From squished butts to squished heels. The difference is overwhelming. The only thing probably exciting in going there everyday is the prospect of riding the elevator with Issey. Take note that it is because of Rhea's shriek of envy: Ang swerte mo NEng! and Judy's shriek of utter disbelief: Baket di ko nakita?. Post Script: Issey is oppa material.
My last concern is something that cannot be reiterated or elaborated enough. I would probably not stop blabbing if I start with this one but I have to just let this out. I MISS DONG BANG SHIN KI WITH ALL MY HEART, MIND AND SOUL. I SHALL MAKE A STATEMENT FULL OF BIAS. JAEJOONGAH! FIGHTING!
dammit.cheesiest blog entry ever.probably the longest one too.
On the brighter side..13 more days to go sa Makati Med! Plus Mother's Day was nicely spent.:)
I wonder how many characters this blog entry has...hmm..?
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Photocopy
And this..I saw at soompi just a few minutes ago..
YEAHBOI!Kill me now..HAHA!I just had to point out the "similarity"..
Super babaw n ng kaligayahan ko.haha!
ETo PA..
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Monday, April 02, 2007
Insights from Jae Joong
Question: Define Cassiopoeia( TVXQ's official fan club)?
Jae Joong: They're like eyelashes.
Q: Why?
Jae Joong: I pull out 4 eyelashes a day but they never thin out! They grow rapidly.
OMG! YOu never fail to amaze me..GAH!
Sorry, tuwang tuwa ako eh.HAHA!
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Friday, March 23, 2007
Overdue
Haha!
Naalala ko na-tag pala ko ni ate edcel..:)
Medyo mala friendster to!:)
10 things about me...
RULES:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I know how to play the piano/organ and guitar. Take note..marunong lng ako..hindi ako magaling. HAHA!
2. Sinisipa at sinusuntok ko ung gumigising sken ng maaga kapag d nmn kailangan.
3. Pag wala akong magawa, inoorasan ko kung gano ko katagal mahold ung breath ko
4. Una kong nakikita sa tao ang kamay at ang bibig
5. Nung magsabog ang Diyos ng talent sa drawing. Nasa banyo ako..naliligo.haha!
6. I get scared pag magsasara n ung mall
7. Masarap matulog pag bumabagyo
8. Nahihirapan ako mag-aral kapag sikat pa ung araw
9. Super lakas ko mag-imagine kaya pag gabe nahihirapan ako matulog dhel sa multo at madali ako umiyak sa mga libro with matching paninikip ng dibdib.haha!
10. Wala akong kaibigang lalake maliban lng sa mga kaklase ko at sa isa kong kababata.:)
Tag: Anyone bored at walang magawa sa buhay!
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S-E-N-I-O-R
I can't see myself working yet..GAH!
No choice eh..
I don't want to think about the future.HAHA!
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Goodbye Laptop
Wah!
I am not going to let this year pass without seeing Dong Bang Shin Ki.
I already said no to a laptop (which would have been of use next schoolyear for thesis) for a Hong Kong trip. DBSK concert! I shall come to you!
I SHALL SEE YOU BOYS SOON.I SWEAR!
Your Korea concert may be over.
But there's always...
GAh!I missed posting about DBSG.:)
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
Korean Village
That is eating on a table with a "hot plate" in the middle.BWahaha.
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
Get Together
WOOT>edit ko bukas.
gusto ko lng umabot sa birthday ng Changmin bebe!
haha!
ampanget nito ah
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Dugong Pinoy
"Not too bitter?"
--The Lola behind me.:)
LET ME ELABORATE.
I had a funny experience just a few minutes ago.
While I was doing some..uh..last minute shopping.
I was wearing a blue jacket over a salmon-colored tank top.
I was wearing green pambahay shorts since whyever would you need to dress up for SM SAN LAZARO? Besides, I really just had to buy this something..
Anyway,when it was already my turn to pay and the cashier was already punching my items, (I bought eight Japanese-branded something-s..), this Lola behind me took one and asked me, "Taste good?", I was stunned because she was talking to me in English. I wondered maybe she did speak like that. But a second thought came to my mind. Maybe she thought I was Japanese?! And then she said, "Not too bitter?". I was just either shaking or nodding my head. Gusto ko sana sbhn, "Nagtatagalog po ako." But I thought it was her choice if she wanted to talk to strange people in English. Then she said, "Japanese?" I don't know if she was asking if I was Japanese, or if the merchandise was Japanese. I just nodded my head and then left with my plastic bag.HAHA!
This was the first time I was mistaken for a Japanese.HAHA!If my assumptions are correct.:)
But most of the time, Chinese dw b ko?
I'm not.
Although I wish I could have had a little more of it than the mere 6.25% that runs through my veins. Hahaha! Or maybe just being fluent with the language would suffice.
There were actually two people who tried speaking to me in Chinese.
One was the bank manager of Banco de Oro - JAS Branch.
Another one, Dr. Ong, our dentist.HAHAHA!
Anyway. Just had to type that up because it really made me laugh.
ANd oh!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :)
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
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Estrella
Hehe..:)
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
Deydiabu
I was just reading my blog in multiply when I stumbled upon this entry I made more than a year ago.
Naulit Muli!!
WEIRD!
Apparently I didn't learn my lesson that day.
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Simple Life
KASI NAMAN!
DAPAT NAG-168 n lng tyo ulit!
Yoochun, JaeJoong
Yikoi.Ang gwapo ni Yunho.LEader-sshi!
BUT THIS PICTURE MAKES ME LAUGH!
HAHA!
ChangMin: Junsu hyung! Am I doing this right?
JunSU: Changmin-ah! Bend a little more! Like this!! Gah! And you call yourself my brother?!
BWAHAHAHA!!I just had to put those captions.:)
BUT STILL!
5 = <3
Soompi for the pictures.:)
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